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A New Year: 2012!

2012-02-03T04:56:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone! And to all Chinese, Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai! It has been a year full of ups and downs last year- Year of the Rabbit. But now let us usher in the year of the Water Dragon! May this year be a blessed one for all of us with good health, wealth and happiness.

For the past couple of weeks, it has been raining constantly in the place I live in. However, the weather after the rain is really good as the place will be less humid and the skies are blue as ever. This year I noticed some changes in the pattern of the clouds. Usually, I would stare at the sky during my free time and admire the clouds and the environment. I realized many people tend to overlook the simple little things happening around them because they are too busy with their own things to do.

Our mother nature is the best gift God can give to us, other than life. Take a break from what you are doing and look around you. What do you see?

I'm in my room staring at at a bright white computer screen. But when I close my eyes, all I see is greenery, the sound of birds singing, the peacefulness and calmness that I pictured in my mind so clearly. Why can I picture it? Because that is what I've seen before in my life, unconsciously. However, the world that I see now is changing drastically. The greenery of the trees and the multi-coloured flowers are all starting to dissapear. The cows and goats that I used to see munching off grass every time I pass my school to go home, were all gone. Instead, all I see now are tall skyscrapers, bare fields which turned into construction sites, roads filled with cars, the sound of impatient drivers honking their cars like there's no tomorrow. What has become of our earth?

This is not a place I would want to live in. I rather live in a place with the sound of children's laughter, the feeling of warmth of family and neighbours and animals roaming freely on the big green land. I do not like what had happened to our earth, our SOCIETY. Do you?

I would want to shout out to all developers and politicians to STOP DESTROYING OUR EARTH. Building more residential areas, open-burning, cutting down all our forests and digging for petroleum - these are a few examples that will affect the human kind in a long term. It may not happen now. But someday, it will. The generations after us will have to suffer for all our terrible deeds. So what WE can do now, is not just practice the 3R's - recycle, reuse and reduce. But also to avoid at all cost. For example, do not turn on the air-conditioner if you don't need it. You will not die of humidity, just turn on the fan.

As a youth, I want to live my life to the fullest I can. If the world is about to end ( according to the Mayan Calendar), how am I going to do that? I cannot change the world, but I can start by changing myself. According to the Buddhist teachings, we must understand and learn the 5 precepts. We shall not kill, harm ourselves or anyone for that matter, lie, cheat, steal, take in intoxicants or have any sexual misconducts. For my personal experience, I have done wrong at least 2 rules of the 5 precepts. But there is no way I can undo the past or set the future. All I can do is to live in the present and to be MINDFUL of everything that I do so that I would not harm anyone.

At times, I say things that hurts people's feelings. It took me a while to realize that what I've said was incorrect or insensitive. But how do I undo what I said. I can press the "backspace" or "delete" button on the keyboard, but when you put it into words, you can't just delete it. As for myself, I do not like to hear harsh things from people because I am sensitive too, what goes around comes around. It will take a lot of practice for me to be mindful whenever I start to talk.Somethings are better left to be unsaid.

On another matter, I have been on cloud nine since my magazine cover came out. For the past few weeks, I've been scrutinizing every single inch of the magazine till I can picture it in my head already. It has been a very fun experience for me as I get to go for a photo shoot for the first time. Never in my mind I thought I would be in for a cover of a magazine ( because I am definitely not a model material). But it was one of the prizes for winning the competition I joined last year. There have been lots of perks for winning the competition. No doubt. However, I do not really like what has to come with it - fame. Some people are willing to give up anything to become famous popstars. But I don't. I love it when people recognize me for my work,my attitude and my achievements. But I do not like it when people start staring at me like I am an alien or something or talking behind my back. It really annoys me. But I'll have to deal with it because it is a part of life, and life is suffering.

Instead, I try to look at the beauty of life. How I would find happiness with bonding with my family and friends, not to exclude my pets. Life is a joyous thing too. To see the beauty of the world with our eyes, the magnificent skies around us and the love seen around parents and children, husband and wifes & animal-lovers with their pets. Its wonderful living in this world.

Recently, my house dog, Brownie, got sick and he looked like he was about to die. At age 5, he was still a young puppy then. He is a mixed "police dog" breed and "paria". ( Haha) He has been an active dog who loves to "speak' to us, and yes, he can speak in a way. But now, he is all skin and bones & barely even stand on his own four feet. I remember feeling so emotional during the morning before going to school. He was practically one of my family members, other then Crystal, my pet dog. I remember nearly bursting into tears when I started mentioning him to my friends in school. They were really supportive and encouraging. I will not mention names but they have been a good support to me emotionally and mentally. I am happy to find my kayana mitras. But I believe there are more kalyana mitras out there that I haven't met or never really gotten to know. Kalyana mitras means true friends btw.

It has been a blessing for me to be born in a loving family. I hope that there will be more peace and happiness in the world so that they will understand the true meaning of life. I would also like a favour from everyone reading this blog, my dear cousin brother who is 8-years-old, has been in the ICU for the past couple of months. He is currently in a coma and does not seem to make any progress. I hope that I can somehow, find a person, who is able to give me advise on what to do, and why he is in such a state, mostly importantly, how to release him from suffering. Everyone in my family has been affected emotionally because of his condition. Even my mother has sleepless nights thinking about him. But my uncle on my mom's side has been playing the Buddhist tapes and praying for him for a speedy recovery. So sadhu (x3) to him! Hopefully he will suffer less and live a life with no suffering.

May he be well and healthy.

May my whole family be well and healthy.

May all my friends be well and healthy.

And may all sentient beings be free from sufferings.

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu!

28th November 2011

2011-11-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

Hey my dear loyal blog readers! ( and to those blog-walking too) *smiles*

I'm back to blogging again after several months of abandoning it. Actually, I was really busy these couple of months. Why? I was having my final terms exam :(

But I am glad to say that marks have improved by a mile! *being sarcastic*. Well, I A'ced my English paper this term compared to a miserable C during midterm. And I have to thank MY MOM for it. She has been guiding me throughout, well, my entire life. Furthermore, she had countless days of sleepless nights to guide me on my summary, grammar, essays and many other subjects. ( I forgot to mention the nagging to make me actually open the book to study). Other than that, Love you mom :')

Well, I can't be studying all the time for the past few months right? So I would like to share one of my personal achievement that I can say that I am really proud of. :D

A couple months back, around mid August, I was chosen to be in the Top 40 out of a thousand ( or less) participants in a public speaking cum talent competition ( Gadis Remaja Terkini aka Girl Next Door). At first, I had no intentions of joining this competition because:

i. I have a fear of speaking in public
ii. I had given up hope in competition like these after my screw up during Digi Live competition earlier during the year
iii. I wanted to concentrate on my studies as it was declining drastically

But a classmate of mine wanted to audition so I planned to follow her. But after persuasion from a few close friends of mine, I did it anyway. Never in my mind I would have thought I could be chosen, what more being the champion of the whole competition! It has been a great honour for me. I wouldn't have gotten to where I am today without the tremendous support from my family, friends and supporters. However, I wouldn't have won without preparation either.

A total of 10 contestants were voted via FB to get through the last round. The finale was held at e-Curve (which is just below Cineleisure). All the contestants were given a couple of days to prepare a 7 minute long speech and a performance ( talent) of choice. It was daunting at first, but it turned out pretty fun. Moreover, I've made new friends too. The other girls were as terrified as me when our turn starts approaching. Again, I have to thank my mom for helping me out with the preparation of the speech and giving me the confidence I needed.

A few months have passed now after the competition, I can say that my life has changed for the better although there are ups and downs. My mother is currently battling cancer and it has definitely made me appreciate my mom even more. Actually, my whole family has health problems including me, but I will make a post about health later.

Back to the GRT topic, I just found out something really interesting ( for me) yesterday. I am in a magazine in e-Curve!! My mom noticed it and told me about it last night. Well, there was the whole bunch of contestants there. But I am satisfied :)

The main purpose of joining this contest is to encourage public speaking skills and talent. Not only that, you can make new friends and most importantly, have fun. I also have to thank one more party, which is D2Y.

D2Y is a Buddhist Youth Group in Buddhist Maha Vihara (BMV). I used to be "lost" with religion stuff. My family are Buddhists but most of my friends ( back then) were mostly Christians. I do love going Christmas Carolling and celebrating Christmas with them. But after joining D2Y this year, I found out D2Y was where I belonged. I felt a sense of spirituality I've never felt before. * it's sounds cheesy, I know. But its the truth* ( I'll talk about D2Y in another post) It has given me a platform to showcase my talent and nurture the confidence in me. However, there is still much more for me to learn in Buddhism.

There is so much more I want to say, but I'll stop here for now. Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu!

May

2011-05-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

Today was the first paper of my mid-term test and it started off with, well, a very harsh note. This time I actually studied for my history paper, but I didn't get the results I wanted. Oh well. It is the result of laziness. HAH! But now I am really going on full gear mode to study for my other papers. Bring it on, baby!

Oh yeah, and I would like to give shout out. Happy Birthday Daddy.
Hmm.. That's it.
:)

I'm a thinker.

2011-05-03T01:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I think too much, for my own good. For me, I know that I am not the most logical or rational person. But one thing I DO know, is that I dream and fantasize a lot. Most of the time, I would think about stuff that I hope to happen but will never happen. So it is just like a dream. And because of that, I realize sometimes people think I am generally weird. Do you?

Most of the times, I I feel like I've been living in a dream. None of this is reality. At night, I would suddenly wake up and think that I am living another person's life. Then I would "fantasize" in my own way, and probably think a lot, to make myself sleep again. I dream about the reality, or should I say, I create my own reality-fantasy world in my head. Don't get me wrong, I'm not crazy. I just feel the need to make up imaginary creatures and an unpredictable storyline in my head. Eg, when I was younger, I used to think that a green T-Rex with red, scary eyes would peep into the window of every house, just to make sure all the little kids were asleep before 12am. If not, the dino will eat them up alive. I used to believe in my own fantasy too. But somehow I came to my senses, that dinosaurs were extinct. and mostly because I tested it out and stayed up after midnight. No T-Rex, no dead bodies and I was still alive. :D

I told my few friends about it during kindergarten or primary school. Some actually believed me, but some thought I was nuts. But now, that's all behind me. :) things I DO create in my mind now, would be about my friends I know, my family and the boy I like. ;) but in the end, it will never turn out the way I want it to be. So scrap that.

Oh yeah, I've learnt more on my personal growth As an INFP. I am glad to say I have many strengths, but with a "good", there will always be a "bad". I have as much -ves as the +ves too. So from this morning, I had been reminding myself: Observe, listen, smile :) not smile all the time, but :) at criticisms. I sometimes take criticisms a bit too personally. So I am trying to work on that. And no, I won't be anywhere near being a perfect human being. But hey, nobody's perfect -Jessie J. :))))))

The dog days are over.

2011-04-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

I have a sudden urge to start blogging again. Hehe :D

For the past few months, I had a very rough time dealing with my studies, co curriculum activities, family and my teenage hormones. Yes, I'm just an average teen who is battling hormonal changes and has a lot of why's, how's, and " why me" type of questions to ask.

Let's just say this year was the acne year. I had never had so much pimples and acne in my life. I have always been struggling with this problem, but it has just gotten worse this year. To tell you the truth, because of this, I had low self esteem issues and inferiority complex. I realize a handful of kids nowadays are also having this problem. So I hope by sharing my story, it can help you guys and educate the public that this is nothing to be ashamed of. :)

Throughout my life, I have went through a lot of treatments regarding my face but none of them seems to work. My problem wasn't caused by an unhealthy lifestyle, I can say. I may eat a little junk food now and then, but due to my family's influence, I have been a 50% vegetarian since my grandma's passing. You may think I never wash my face regularly, but it's actually the total opposite. I have a regimen of washing my face at least 3 times per day. Most of the doctors I've been to said, "Hey, get over it. This is just your hormones popping out on your face." I really feel frustrated, like why me? I used to ask. Learning the fact that my dad has a serious acne problems did not help either. I went to a beautician in Bluunis and she told me it was the genes passed to me. UNAVOIDABLE, she said. Unless I went for blood donation to cleanse my blood. I have tried the methods A-Z to get my face right for years. Then I thought to myself, probably what she said was right. It can't be helped. I'm going to be having acne for the rest of my life.

But then one day, I had a light bulb moment. What kind of bull crap was I thinking? I won't give up so easily.I can change my own fate. One day, my mom brought me to see a Chinese Medicine doctor in Taman Megah. He was a china man, I did not really understood a single word he said so I didn't trust him that much. He made me do acupuncture and "cupping" unknowingly. And it was pain as hell. To some people you may think I am exaggerating, but my personal encounter with blood and the drips that was attached to my r.i.p grandma, made me really afraid. I remembered crying when the needles poked my body. Plus, that Chinaman was scolding me all the way was no help. But luckily, I got myself together and beared with it. I had to do it because for the past few weeks I had been really ill. After going to a doctor after another, taking the whole course of antibiotics and drinking the bitter herbal medicine my mom made for me, it wasn't easy for me.

Sometimes I wished, how glad would I be if my grandma is still here. She would definitely know what to do. My mom is sometimes clueless about things like this. But I am not going to complain too much, I am grateful to be born in a loving family. Even though it is not perfect, but hey, who is perfect anyway,right? For the past 3 weeks I was in a daze, my head was so heavy al the time, and I couldn't even stand straight. For a moment there, I thought I saw the light. Hahahaha. Well, I guess I was hallucinating.

Oh yeah, back to my topic. I went to see a skin specialist. she prescribed me antibiotics, again, and a day and night cream. I don't believe in antibiotics though, it kills all your cells and make you weak. And it costs big bucks for some advice that I already know. But the cream was helpful though. For my silly little proble, I think I made my mom pay more than RM5,000 for skin products, facials, skin specialist, doctors, traditional herbs and all sorts. But actually it is a petty little thing.

So I finally found out what my problem was, Late night sleeps and liver problems. I can't sleep at 2 in the morning and expect to have a clean and clear face right? But mainly, I found out I have a rather unhealthy liver which causes me to have constipation at times. Oh yeah, exercise. It's very important. It keeps you healthy and fit. I used to love playing volleyball with my friends. It was fun. Plus, I joined my school house cheer team again this year. I have not been attending practices because of my illness. I hope they don't kick me out though.

This year has not been a good year to me, but I am optimistic that I am able to change it. Lastly, I hope that all of you who are facing your own little demons are able to conquer them. It may be family issues, obesity, work stress, friends, tests or even hormonal changes, don't be disheartened. Just be yourself and learn to embrace it or probably overcome it, and know that I am there with you all the way. ( even if I do not know you or may not know you so well). :)

A new year!

2011-01-08T21:00:00.000-08:00

2011~ A year left till 2012 :D

Hey guys! It's a new year, 2011. HAPPY NEW YEAR! I still want to say it even though its like, 9 days late? Anyway, I lost interest in blogging for a while now. It's like talking to yourself and answering your own questions. But, I've decided to do so to entertain myself.

Okay, let's start. I'm going to blog about what I've been doing during the past year. I've had a lot of fun, but one day something bad happens. And POOF. Your fun is gone. Do you get what I mean? I don't think so.

2010 has been a long year for me. Beginning of the year, was fantastic. I met really fun people that I love hanging out with. Ahh, memorable times. And one thing that I won't forget would be my House Cheer. It brought me a lot of joy and hyperness. The friends that I've met, the challenges that I faced. It was all worth it in the end. :)

But then, during the peak of my life, something UNFORTUNATE has to happen. My beloved grandmother was ill. It did not occur to me until the 9 September. That was the day she lost her memory. She could not recognize me any more. My heart dropped. I was brought up by my grandmother so I was really close to her. But I was childish and immature, I could have been better to her. After I moved away, I rarely come to visit. That was my first mistake. I always say that I love her, but did I show it? No. I blame myself for being so selfish because I was so engrossed with what I was doing then, and forgot about the ones who actually cared about me.

After that, I lived on-and-off in my grandmother's house with my two uncles. This is my home, where grew up in. Why does everything seems so unfamiliar? The house had a major renovation and it is different from what I had pictured. So, for a month, my mom and I have been sleeping on sofas. Since my grandmother could not talk nor walk anymore, she had to sleep in the living room. On the hospital bed. With a drip on. She does not have the ability to even go to the toilet. So everyday, my mom has to change diapers for her. My mood was really down during that period of the month. So I don't even remember helping my mom much.

Then, my mom called Hospis nurses if they could come overnight to take care of my grandmother. So two nurses took turns to come on alternative days. Alice and May, I thank you very much. Somehow, I've gotten attached to these Phillipino nurses. Especially May, she's just a sweetheart. They stay awake every night to take care of my grandma; changing diaper, feeding medicine etc. They helped my family a lot. So if anyone has a sick relative, who was sent home from hospital and are unable to take care of themselves, you can send me a message and I'll give you their numbers. (KL, Malaysia ONLY)

My life was in a blur during that time. Time seems pass so fast. My grandmother's condition was on and off. Everyday, I would come home and massage her feet because it was always numb. That was the least I could do for her. But every time I do that, I'd always shed a tear. But I promised my mother that I WILL NOT CRY in front of her. I tried to stick to my promise, I really did. One more thing that happened during that 1 month was an ANG MO man who claims to be a nurse came to see my grandmother. I had a really weird feeling about him. He is a Muslim from Bosnia, I think. I was expecting a lady nurse to come. But a man ringed the doorbell, and I thought it was a tourist lost or something. He was wearing a red LONDON shirt and blue jeans,carrying a sling bag. Like, c'mon, what NURSE dresses like that? And I actually thought nurses are girls. LOL

I was giving him a queer look. As far as I remember, all my family members agreed that he would put drip for my grandmother to prolong her live. But I disagree. I just hate the way he looks. He looks so cunning yet he was friendly. Doubt was all in my mind. I told my mom: '' I think he is a con-man". All she replied was :"No la, he is here to help popo." I was quite frustrated. The next thing I knew, I was running up the stairs crying. I just had that gut feeling. But in the end, I was proved wrong. My grandmother had stroke 3 times. But after putting on the drip, she became calm and more relaxed. But I still don't like that man. He looks EVIL. But, what the heck. He saved my grandma. So thank you for that.
9th October 2010

My grandmother passed away peacefully at 9:21am. I was preparing for my Mathematics Paper for PMR the next day. I was sitting on the dining table doing my maths, while my family were in their normally heated argument. It was a very sad way for my grandma to hear all this before her final moment came. I remember I had all this resentment in my heart when I was doing my homework. I just hate this situation that I was put in. But, they are my family.

To tell you truth, my grandmother passed away rather peacefully. Have I told you how great a person she was? She is a kind, caring and an independent woman. She is the one I look up to. She could be a doctor, a chinese doctor. She invented all these medicines and all of them worked better than those you can buy in a pharmacy. Once, I had a blue-black on my forehead. Other medicines were all useless. So she gave me some, and after a day or two, it healed. My grandmother was also a very noble and down-to-earth person. She lead a simple life without greed. Eventhough she has the nicest stuff and jewellry to die for, she never wears them. She hid it well, so well till my whole family couldn't find it. That created another chaos.

49 days

For 49 days, I've been eating vegetarian. No meat, no onion, no garlic, no eggs. It was hard to live with. But I got used to it. After a few weeks, I couldn't take it anymore. I made a few EXCEPTIONS. So I ate outside, with my primary school friends, Fish and Chips. At the bowling area in Tropicana.
Why, you may ask? Why do I have to eat vegetarian?
First, it's not just me. Its my whole family. In case the deceased is born into an animal, we won't be happily eating meat without knowing it. Who wants to eat their own ancestors? Anyway, its just a Buddhist belief. And it is also to show gratitude to your loved ones, and guide them the way to be a Buddha. I strongly believe that my grandmother is in heaven now. During those 49 days, I could feel her presence around me. Especially when I go to her room to bathe. So, I would "talk" to her for a couple of minutes and tell her what I was going through and encourage her to go to the light. I know how cheesy that sounds. But I have no idea how to put it.

I realized I has not been socializing for a LONG time perhaps. Mainly because of my moodiness. So, all my friends have been slipping away one by one. I'm more of a private person, actually. But I tell my deepest thoughts to those that I think I can actually trust. But others, I won't say a thing. It's a big move for me to write all these down and share to the world. But I can't take it anymore, I cannot keep it all in my head and let it burst. This will be a place where I can keep all my memories. And hopefully sharing it will the world is a wise choice to make. :)

Okay, enough of these. Next topic.

I also went to sing for the Grand Opening for Teo Heng KTV studio in The Giza Mall. It was quite fun. As usual, I sang When You Believe. The time I sang with Anna made me addicted to this song. Lalala~ Actually, it is a very meaningful song. Especially for those who survived, are dealing with or had breast-cancer. It really just make your tears start flowing. So I love it very much.
Other than that, I went to my uncle's karaoke kaki group to prepare for my DJ Got Talent competition. All of them are singing love songs and stuff. I feel a bit out of the loop. Hahaha. Anyway, my parents were there. PARENTS with the S. Yes, my dad was there. He recorded my singing but he brought it back to Canada. He came back to avoid his boss and stuff, not to see me or my mom. So yeah. I won't talk about him here.

DJ GOT TALENT. WOOHOO. I joined with Martin, Amanda and Erica. I don't know how I got myself into this mess but somehow, I did. Martin and I sang the song, Listen by Beyonce Knowles ( awesome song) Check it out! And Mama Do with the whole group. (Martin's suggestion) I thought it would turn out horrble. And it did. But not too bad. We all had fun. I was really happy to get so many comments about the performance. There were good and bad. But it was an amateur performance, what do you expect? Hahah :D

Then there was Christmas Caroling. I do not really know the people there, so probably my memories of FUN there was when I was singing with them. "Hark the heralds angel sing, glory to the new born king" everyone sang. It wasn't very good, because we were not in sync. But we had TONS of fun. I woudn't be there if I was not on a mission. And I would say mission failed :( At least I can say, hey, I've been Christmas caroling before. Don't mess with me. hahahha!
D2YC
What is D2YC? What an odd name. I remembered thinking to myself. Checked out the website that was posted by Emily, it was actually a Buddhist Youth Camp. That time was after my grandma's death, and I would really want to learn about Life and Death. How to accept death? Where do we go to after we die? Can we see dead people? Many questions were running through my head. So, I asked :

"Ma, can I go for camp?"

Mom:
"What camp?"

"Buddhist camp"

Mom:
"Where got Buddhist camp"

"It's called D2YC, 5 days 4 nights"

Mom:
"Oh, are you sure? Remember to report to me every night when you are there"

I guess when I go to college, I have to report to her every day too. I just love my mom <3>

And I guess, I'll just end this with a picture. I celebrated my birthday there too with my birthday buddy, Tracy. <3
Will post more about camp next time :D

What I do.

2010-08-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

I need to find my passion. Without a goal in life, I'm lost. I thought I knew what I was doing, but obviously, I DON'T.

I remembered my English teacher, Miss Stephanie, which has the same name as me, in British Council. She was telling us a story. 25 pairs of ears listening eagerly as she explained what matters most in life. The story was about this young boy who was disfigured since birth, and was blind since an infant. But the thing that keeps him alive, was his MOTIVATION. Most people will just pity themselves and cry all day long about their misfortune. Instead, this little boy had a dream, a GOAL.

As far as I remember, he wanted to be a pilot. My friends started to laugh and said that it was IMPOSSIBLE. I was among them too. As the story continues, Miss Stephanie said that the boy has so much enthusiasm in him and pleaded his doctor to cure him. But the only way was to do a surgery that was very risky at the time. His chances of surviving was not over 50% and may lead to death. But he was willing to give it a go. And of course, his parents were disapproving it too. But they supported his decision.

Alas! The surgery was successful. It was a miracle for him and his parents too. For the first time in his life, he could SEE the world in COLOURS. He said it was as magnificent and beautiful as he imagined. Do you know what was the first thing he did after his recovery? Yes, he went on a plane. As much as he could do, he still can't fly a plane as he was underage. But he was granted the permission to be on the assistant pilot seat when they flew.

He was estatic. I recall that he said " I will not regret this moment forever". Who knew that that was his last time on a plane. After a fortnight or so, he passed on. He left a note, saying:"I do not regret what I did."

After Miss Stephanie finished her story, tears were rolling down on everyones' cheeks. It was a very touching story that motivates me to this day. I learnt to be optimistic towards life. I found this article while I was cleaning up my files from British Council. So therefore, I will take your critisicm to heart but it will NEVER affect the way I think of life.

:)

Weight Issues

2010-07-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

28th July 2010; 1323 hours.

All choked up and vomiting constantly isn't the best feeling in the world. But today is an exception. And it has nothing to do with bullimea. Thank God. I WAS trying to lose weight a couple of week back, maybe watching The Biggest Loser has taken a toll on me.

I was convinced bymy mom that I was FAT. FATFATFATFATFATFAT. This word keeps spinning around my head.

Obviously I don't look like this.

But neither do I look like this.

So what's the deal of being fat or thin?

I had always being the skinny one during elementary school. Underweight, weak and often cold. But now, I do not consider myself fat though. My mom kept telling me that my butt is fat. Legs, arms, EVERYTHING. And she is even lighter than me. But I keep eating anyway.

So I decide to change my eating style. No more late night snacks, and exercise more. I love volleyball, well until the ball smacked me on the face. That hurts ALOT.

I'm down with fever. So I am crapping alot now. Ciao. <3

Bad Luck

2010-06-01T06:22:00.000-07:00

Horrible Horrible day today was. My mom was driving the car and then she came to a stop at the traffic junction. It was RED LIGHT. I heard screeching sounds, as I was telling my mom how badly I did in Science Paper 2. Then suddenly a big CRASH FROM BEHIND, as I felt like my heart would just jump out from my mouth. I was in a state of shock. That bastard red-carred driver, I really want to curse him hard man. Proton, 7477, remember the number and plate. I just wanna say &U%*$#@#$@!#!#$#^&%& YOU!
Really no mood to blog now.
Bye

If I Ain't Got You Cover

2010-05-30T01:39:00.000-07:00

I did a cover on this song. And I want to give credits to my singing teacher, Mr Dale, who taught me how to sing this in the past. And here it goes: Click it!

Break away.

2010-05-12T23:11:00.000-07:00

I thought tuitions were just a waste of time. I would groan and moan whenever there was class. So in the end I decided to have NONE, since when I was in Form 1. Well, I didn't have any since Standard 5 either. But you know what? I was wrong.

As much as I hate doing extra homework other than the ones that the school teachers gave, I admit, SELF-STUDY was a total failure for me. YES, it is because of all the DISTRACTIONS around me. I would LOVE to study, when I have the mood. :]

Parents nagging you to study more, get as many A's as possible or you will let down everyone who is concerned of you doesn't help too. That will just lead to MORE STRESS. And I may be a bit rebellous, so I would just ignore them and continue to do the opposite as they say. (I know I'm mean) :P

This will be my PMR year, and I think there is around, like 2 months to study? I am seriously freaking out man. My class is not exactly the BEST among other classes, always noisy and mostly NOT the study geeks. Hahaha.. So I don't actually give a damn about PMR. But after LONG thought, I decided that I would want to take up tuitions and try, no, DO MY BEST IN PMR. I would not want to be compared to my other cousins, and my family will be nagging and say WHY? WHY? WHY?. I would want to see the expressions on their faces if I told them I had NO A's and failed English. Hmm, am I too cruel?

Oh well, I need to do my best and go with god. Maybe I should pluck a four-leaved clover before I sit for my exams. Will that help? No. I know, read FACEBOOK! Hahahah.. If only there is a subject called FACE. And we need to read it for PMR exams.

F-Fail
A-All
C-Campus
E-Examinations

Yeah, If we always READ Facebook, we will fail EVERYTHING.

So is Facebook to be blamed for our lack of concentration in studies?
No. WE chose to GO on Facebook and study about peoples walls and stalking other people's activities. MOST PEOPLE DO THAT, YOU KNOW?;D

I hope I will understand the meaning of FOCUS and try to make it at least through the night. :)

Miss Optimistic.

Okay, now an unrelated subject.
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Tokio Hotel.
TOKIO HOTEL.
TOKIO HOTEL.
HEHEHEE^^

Do you think he is gay?
Yes? No?
I would say Yes. BUT I love him anyway. :3

I went for their concert.
It was bullshit.
Like seriously man. All the fans were waiting outside the gate no matter rain or sun for 5 HOURS, I really respect those who came from other countries to Malaysia just to see Tokio Hotel perform. It was like AN ANGRY MOB, or a BULL RACE. I don't know. The situation was really out of hand. People swearing ( ESPECIALLY THE 12-year old Singaporean girls). I learned a new word from them. FAGGOTS. Hahahaa CURSE YOU TM NET! XD Muahahaha.

I was NOT a fan at first. I just thought they were just some Gay Bastards. But now.
I'm undecided. Usually I KNOW how to spot whether a man is gay or not. Hmm.. I guess I will never know. HAH ;)

Oh. And current obsession:

Tom Kaulitz.
Main Guitarist on Tokio Hotel.
He is HOT. :)
And SEXY.

AND err.. looks like his twin brother, Bill.
Hahaha

SO THERE I'M GONE. Poof. :D

Washroom

2010-04-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

Finally I have some time to blog again! It feels so good when I come back from school and take a hot shower then sit in a freezing air-conditioned room while stalking people on Facebook. But don't worry, I am quite sure it is not you.

Okay, I had this really disgusting feeling about my school toilets since I started to spend more time in IT. Usually I have a routine, let's say there are 7 toilets. And I will go to one cubicle according to the days of the week. I know it is strange but it has become a habit.

But one thing i really CANNOT tahan is there is a BLOODY sanitary pad right in the toilet bowl.

Like this.

I'm like, ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? There is a dustbin, TONG SAMPAH next to the toilet, can't you aim properly and stop disgusting people from pee-ing? This habit of mine had made the situation worse. When ever I see blood all over the floor I will just hold my bladder rather than choosing another cubicle.

One more thing, I am afraid of blood. Not like mosquito bites, but HUGE CLOTS OF BLOOD. I wonder if I would ever donate blood to others. I probably won't, so do not ask me if you need any.

I know. Life is disgusting when it's so bloody irritating.

I'm out.

Fury

2010-04-07T03:41:00.000-07:00

Hi my loyal readers! I am back blogging, well, once in a while. I have got into an incident recently. But I really do not know what to do.

The first few sentences just disturbs me from every single perspective.

Hi KT,

Just talked to Kim. She convinced Stephanie NOT to come to Melaka for Cheng Beng.
Just leave it. Not necessary to talk to Kim,

Just talk to KH. He is coming back to Toronto on April 9 to 18. He is ok. Earthquake is further south near mexico

kc

Everything all started like this. I was having a blast with Hor Yan and Natalie at my house. We had fun, ate pizza and garlic bread & shandy, made some wacky mv's. And my uncle called me to go pray for my grandpa at Melaka.

I said ok. And continued jamming with my friends. The next day, I came back from Natalie's house, I think. We had loads of fun there too. I learnt to play the guitar. Woohoo!
1 Chord nia. Don't get excited, haha. I was telling my mom how much fun I had. Then this topic came to mind.

AT LAST. My dad called. He told me to go to Canada AGAIN. After that call, I was CONVINCED not to migrate there anymore. Cause he made me cry. AGAIN. My mom told me some stories that happened in the past. I will not give examples but. Daddy, I know you are reading this. But I AM NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU. It is too confusing for me. All I know, is that my mom's side, grandma and uncles are the best! I luv you :>

SO random. :D

2010-02-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

ohmyfreakinggawd.
this is hilarious. xD
and credits to AMANDA CHAN for telling me.

WIKIPEDIA On SMK DAMANSARA JAYA:

(01/01/2007 to present)

Datin Proton Wira Hjh Norizan Bt perodua Kancil
No contributions as of yet (besides training the students stamina and endurance by lengthening the assembly time) Her racististness is inevitable. Her passion for money, undenyable. Her loyalty to her husband...questionable ?

(??/07/2010 to 31/12/2012)

En. Siva Subramaniam
En. Siva or otherwise known as the nightstalker, shadowfiend or many other names has been serving the school for as long as many can remember. As a reward, the school has decided to make him the principle untill 21/12/2027. He has already made many contributions as a discipline teacher. Who knows what he may do to the school. Also promised to change the school into two sections, the hockey players and the non-hockey players. "Ni Ni Ni!!!" He also has SIVA'S guard, where he points and freezes you.(citation needed)

I know you're laughing.
But it's true.
Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SMK_Damansara_Jaya

I'll prove you right.
:P

Footprints in the Sand

2010-02-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

Well, I don't feel like blogging. After typing for an hour, i decided to delete the whole post.

What a lovely day.

Anna's birthday Outing

2010-01-11T00:17:00.000-08:00

What to say? It's OU again. Take pictures. Was kind of surprised to see Pei Yan there. Hmm, had loads of fun. But last year's memories were more everlasting. :D

Oh god damned it. I forgot to say : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!!" Jamie and I bought you a sling bag to use in Canada. You can put STUFF in it. 0.0 Like winter gloves, scarfs, socks etc. I don't know. A handphone? Haha. I feel so lame. :/

i wish you best of luck during winter. Please SURVIVE :D I'll see you as soon as possible. Don't forget to visit me. :D

Wei Lin :) She's my 'sorry' buddy. She said sorry to me for everything ie. accidentally touching my hand, bumped a little into me, anything I can possibly think of. Hahaha you rock :D

And Zhen Xin, I didn't used to to know her that well last year. But this year, whoa. A chatterbox man. I love her too :P

Looking UP! Emily and Zhen Xin. hahaha

Me & Emily. LOVE :)

This shot Emily wasn't ready yet. Ahaha.

LOOK AT THE MOTION. it's a perfect photography, to me it is. :D

EMILY!! So damn sexy man. Can do the cover of Hot Magazine already. Go pose with GG. LOL xD

Jamie & I. =) WTH was I doing, pfft. :D

Anna's piano concert♥

2010-01-10T23:39:00.000-08:00

Well, this is a piano concert organized by Anna's piano teacher. And she's the coordinater. Definately she's jumping for joy. That's a really big task. I salute you Anna :D

I went there last Sunday, to accompany her to sing WHEN YOU BELIEVE- by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston. The venue was at Jaya One, I didn't know what place was that. It's not that I'm dumb or anything, its just I've never went to that Shopping "place" before. It's not exactly a mall, but its something like Dataran Sunway. The shops are located one by one.

I went there feeling, normal actually. But just a few performance away, I was Freaking OUT. Like, seriously freaking out. And there was Anna, counting down the number of people that has performed.

And, I made a new DU friend. She's really nice. Her name is Amy. She's fifteen, same as me. Just one difference, she plays like a professional. For real. She's finished her piano course, and is currently in Diploma level. And here I am, Grade 7 and still playing like a 3rd-grader. So pathetic. She encouraged me to play with passion and put your whole heart into the song.

This is the picture I took with Anna and her little sister, Alena. But when you pronounce Alena real fast, it sounds like anna too. so it's ANNA& ANNA. :D

Emily came for a while and left around 5:30pm. She only had time to go for the carnival. Oh well, she came. Thanks Emily :)

Me, Em and Anna! :D

I heart you guys :P

These are the seats from the side view. There must be a hundred rows of chairs. I'm exaggerating, you know that too. ;)

Emily and I.

Me, Emily and Anna.

I love this picture. :P

2010

2010-01-10T23:14:00.000-08:00

2010, IT'S A NEW DECADE. It was just like yesterday when I remember I was drinking milk from bottles, and having old playmates laughing together. Then, when I grew older I had a BFFL, Best friends for live. I thought we would be friends forever, it lasted over 3 years but it didn't workout when we reached secondary school. It's not because we took separate ways, but its just that we grew apart. Nothing seems to be in common anymore.

But now, I'm Form 3, grade 9 already. Time had passed so quickly. Just hoping everything could rewind back. For all those days, that made a huge impact on my life.
From making new friends, to doing an assignment, and even when I was scolded badly by teachers or maybe when I was daydreaming away in class.

Well, now its time to stop slacking off. GO FOR TUITION. Never FOOL AROUND. Stop playing practical jokes on people. Hmm, I miss those days. Wait, that's not the point. Okay, let's start with the 1st week of school. or should I say THE FIRST DAY.

The most gruesome sound came out from my stomach, my brains felt like popping out from my ears, and my heart was thumping non-stop. What was happening to me?

Maybe I was having the very commonly known, Disdaskaleinophobia, which also meant school phobia. Many things were running through my mind. " Would I fit in in class? Will I make new friends? What kind of teachers will there be? I bet they will eat me up alive. Quick! Quick! Pin up my hair, PULL up my socks, Oh MY GOSH. I forgot my tie. No. Wait, it's in my bag".

Fortunately, my new class and the morning session was not as bad as I thought it seems to be. The teachers were strict, but not irrasional. Students were, nice? My class not too bad. Still able to fit in. Well, I've got many new friends actually. AND ITS ONLY THE FIRST WEEK. Unlike 2 Batai, eventhough I love them very much, I may have to say I prefer 3 cengal. But Batai was a year not to be missed. I had great, awesome friends ie. Nicole, Jamie, Anna, Celine, Emily, Zhen Xin and SO MUCH MORE. In fact, I miss you guys already.

Well, I guess it's over too soon. Or, I just wasted my time doing nothing. Hmpph, I'll post more. Blogging seems FUN all of a sudden. well, look above for the next posts I'll post in 5 minutes time. HAHA :D

Signing off ,
Yours truly,
Stephanie :)

2012

2009-11-26T20:56:00.000-08:00

2012

2012. Surely the first thing that came into your mind would be " the END of the WORLD".

Guess what, you're right.

This is the picture of the cast. :D
Kinichi Hagimoto, (the director) Roland Emmerich, (producer) Harald Kloser, Amanda Peet (Kate Curtis), John Cusack ( Jackson Curtis) and the cute and adorable Morgan Lily ( Lilly Curtis)

Morgan Lily. she's so CUTE :D

That suit is kinda big for him. And He is Copying ZAC EFRON's hairstyle. Copykat

And her, well I have nothing to say.
p.s, she looks better in the cinema.

Woohoo.He's hot. Well, not as hot as Matthew Perry.

Laura Wilson ( the presiden's daughter) reall name: Thandie Newton

*YAY! She's hot too. But her dress looks like someone spilled ink on her and rubbed it all over :D*
( highlight the sentence above.)

Agree right? That's horrible.
cheese. lol so random.

Adrian Helmsey. His real name is funny. "Chiwetel Ejiofor".

Adrian Helmsey sounds much better.

I'll say he's a DAMN FREAKING SEXY HOT GUY. (highlight the blank space too)

well, if you don't get what i mean.
toobad

Who is she? i have no clue.
But what's she wearing?

~~LOL. I tak ada time lagi to gossp around here. I posted this up because THIS IS THE ONLY FREE TIME I HAVE. SO SHUT UP AND MOVE ON.~~

Thanks for reading :)

Wedding :D ( a NEW beggining)

2009-11-22T03:31:00.000-08:00

Eventhough the wedding was long over, I mean like last month, duh. I want to post these pictures up.

Cause they look kinda awesome :D

Charmayne! My little cousin sister. :)

erin, you don't look like a retard.

but i do. xD

O.O

Well, it was a happy ending. No brides running away. So, yeah.

It was beautiful.

2009-11-18T23:54:00.000-08:00

I AM NOT A LIAR. I SAW WHAT I SAW. AND THAT'S IT.

Life's experience

2009-11-13T21:10:00.000-08:00

When I get to Canada, will i get to do this?

It looks super fun to me. and you won't even break a bone :D

Chapalaak

2009-11-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

Who do you prefer?

Taylor Swift

Selena Gomez

Demi Lovato

Or Miley Cyrus

??????? I need response ASAP. It's for a project I'm working on with the SoHo team.
Please respond on my cBox.

Thank YOU!

muax♥

Boredom.

2009-11-11T20:52:00.001-08:00

A group picture ;D I think it was 1st November. when we watched MJ This is IT movie. It's actually like a tribute to him. When all the staff and dancers say how great he is and stuff. LOL.
And then all his concert preparation was nice :3 but that director, Kenny Ortega is such a nuisance. He kept ordering Michael Jackson around and treating him like a kid.

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

2009-11-11T20:30:00.000-08:00

So, now I have no idea what to blog about. I've abandoned it for about 3 months now :S

Ok, there's a song that I really liked by Charice Pempengco^^ It's called "Note To God"

And here's the karaoke. Just sing along =P

1,2,3 JUMP!

2009-11-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

I finally updated ;D wheee....

What is wrong with me?

2009-09-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

I just feel all wrong today.

1st, I woke up at 11:30am ( I know, I know)

2nd, I didn't do any of my homework for like a month now?

3rd, I've been copying !@#$%^'s homework.

4th, !@#$%^ is a hipocrit. She gives me all wrong answers. ( which i have none to blame)

5th, I went to school late.

6th, got nagged by my mom. ( which makes me feel even more depressed)

7th, Bm teacher noticed I didn't finish my homework.

8th, did a lousy presentation front of the class. ( I'm talking bout me only, the others were great.)

9th, laughed at Pn Lee for her saliva dripping down. ( I just blurted out laughing. celine told ppl how bad she looked. And she wrote our names on her black book, green actually. Yes. Green book.) I FEEL SO DAMN FREAKING GUILTY.

10th, my mom neglects me.

11th, my !@#$%^& forgot to drive me home from school.

12th, I talked to Pn Khor about how pathetic my life is after school.

13th, talked about a sensitive issue to her.

14th, HE FINALLY CAME after 1 hour.

15th, he forgot my name.

16th, I cried like shit.

17th, my mom threatened me to open the door or she'll dis-own me. ( I wish!)

18th, I'm writing about how pathetic my day is HERE.

19th, people are actually reading my blog.

20th, GET THE HELL OUt OF HERE!

I'm sorry. I'm just having a very very bad mood today.

And here is something to cheer YOU up.

SMILE!!!!

* These are the lyrics of the song " Smile" sung by one and only Michael Jackson and melody by Charlie Chaplin. =)

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by... If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile,
even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by... If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

If that does not cheer you up, try this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtJDy3WuUQM

This is Damn funny

2009-09-13T09:04:00.000-07:00

I was going through all the Michael Jacksson songs just now, and NIGAHIGA ( Ryan Higa) his videos are just HILARIOUS! But that is not the point, I went to youtube this link.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ectqVGMiCxw It is a video on "wanna be starting something" by Dearly missed MICHAEL JACKSON. I was singing my head off until the part :
( just scroll until the highlighted part)

I Said You Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
You Got To Be Startin' Somethin'
I Said You Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'
You Got To Be Startin' Somethin'
It's Too High To Get Over (Yeah, Yeah)
Too Low To Get Under (Yeah, Yeah)
You're Stuck In The Middle (Yeah, Yeah)
And The Pain Is Thunder (Yeah, Yeah)
It's Too High To Get Over (Yeah, Yeah)
Too Low To Get Under (Yeah, Yeah)
You're Stuck In The Middle (Yeah, Yeah)
And The Pain Is Thunder (Yeah, Yeah)
You're A Vegetable, You're A Vegetable
Still They Hate You, You're A Vegetable
You're Just A Buffet, You're A Vegetable
They Eat Off Of You, You're A Vegetable

I was like OMFG??? You're a vegetable???? WHO IN THEIR Right mind would create lyrics like that? I was laughing my head off. I'll nominate that person for BEST CREATIVE COMPOSER. hahahahaha..

ps: l love that song, and niga higa ( he's god damn funny) go http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Phbe8mEDMe4&feature=channel =P

TEEHEE!!!!!!!! =DDDDD

OUR memories.

2009-09-06T00:16:00.000-07:00

As you all can see, I've been making my blog a wee bit more EMO. Okay, ALOT more emo.

I luv this one. =)

Just to lighten up the EMO spirit of my blog. ^^

It's weird to say but: eMo ROCKS! =P

Happy Birthday JAMIE CHAM. =D

2009-09-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

You know what?

Today is a very special day for someone.

Who?

I don't know, I'm asking YOU!

Nevermind, stop guessing.

It's

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JAMIE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

This is Jamie.
eating... =P

Just wanna say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GAL!! You're awesome =))

What's going on ?

2009-08-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY 4/8/2009 Today. I went to see my mom's mom's brother's son. Other words, Uncle Doctor. This word has been very familiar with me since a long time ago. Eventhough it doesn't make any sense to me. =) I just went there to teman my mummy and uncle to see him. And wHOA! Over there packed with people. Like about 20 over and still counting. I didn't even have a place to sit. The address is 16, Jln Awan Hijau, Taman Overseas Union, 5th mile, Jalan Klang Lama, 58200 Kuala Lumpur. I was waiting....and waiting and waiting. 2 hours just flew by.

This was the notice on the door. Apparently they were short of nurses. LOL Stupid random plant...
My uncle say dun need to take a no. coz we are the doctor's relatives. WHaT A FOoL... We had to take another one anyway... SUPPoRter OF KEadIlaN!! Fairness. not PKR =)
Poliklinik Chen. 24 Hours. o.O

Next........

Me, Clarissa, Liuh Enn and NICOLE. =)

Hahaha.... a paranoid devil =)

Fu Mei Yan. =)

Wei Liang!!!! hahaha=)

a short crazy video =)

What else should I post???????????

Of course.

Sunday 16/8/2009

Angela and Pui Yan's bday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS! or girls...

I'll just post pictures...=)

This is...... Wei Lin.
She is one of the top students. See...she's honouring the school.

hahahh..gasping for air i guess.. =) just kidding

She's a damsel in distress. hahahaa xp

Meng Xi ( the birthday girl ) and muah.

her hair looks cool. xp

she's fighting back. aghhh

just random. ignore it =) please? pretty please?

she's laughing like a mad lady. what am i looking at then?

Meng Xi and I. Sorry..Zhi Jun out of the shot.

Still out. So SOrrY!

Zhi Jun and Meng Xi. =)

I was playing this crazy dancing game at arcade. i really look like a maniac. =(

Birthday Gal!

Half-body shot. bluek...=P
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........

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btw, did i tell you that i wore contact lenses today. it was so FReAKIn hard to take it out. I dun feel like myself at all. i felt WEIRD. comment if you hate it. or love it. =)

Apology

2009-08-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

WHEEE!!!It's my 105th post so far.... It's a long time since i had this blog(like 2 years?). It crossed through so much tears, blood, and sweat. All my childhood is gone and my teenage years have come. I know I may have upsetted some people....so I"M SO SO SORRY!!! forgive me for everything i've done and said.
My friends are leaving one by one.. first in std 3 my bestie joyce yong, she went to Sri KDU. Then, Ashley Foo, she went to TAMBI internatonal. After that was Yuin Ting, my recess buddy. Last but not least, NICOLE Chong. She went to a better place. I know what are you thinking :)She is NOT DEAD! She just went to Aussie. I miss them so much.

P.S, I will always love and support you Michael Jackson.
Ok, that's all for my NEGATIVE side.

Now on the BRIGHT side....
I will be joining singing classes again! I'm so happy=) It is just right above Celcom in TTDI. I quitted my previous 1 a few months ago. Like since February? Then, i began to feel depressed. I LOVE singing. I just bring me so much joy, but when it was not my daily routine, i just felt so LOST.
RemInDer:Lyrics, water bottle, dvd/vcd/cd, file.
Sunday: 11am

Thanks Clarissa for helping me what-so-ever. =)))))))

Emma Watson

2009-08-01T00:05:00.000-07:00

I'm just being very random here. =) I feel like a dead blog is coming.

Emma Watson

Gosh! She's pretty. =) And has a very good fashion sense. She's my idol.

Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson & Rupert Grint. (Harry Potter feels so leftout!)

IDK. She even looks fabulous while walking. Am i being sarcastic?

Just if all of u dun know. This is JK Rowling, she creates all the fantasies we live in. =)

This is Jewel. not JK Rowling. But they look awfully alike don't they?

Zac Efron. He looks like a man who just woke up and said: " Hey! I'm late to walk the red carpet!"

Miley, who are you yelling at?

I'm done for the day. I still think i could have posted something more meaningful. now...my life is just full of crap. =(

LINK

2009-07-31T08:32:00.000-07:00

I LOVE CHAR KUEY TIOW.

www.tiow-family-tree.blogspot.com

=)

Loud 2009!

2009-07-28T08:24:00.001-07:00

LOUD 2009!

Ong Kar Mun, NICOLE CHONG ( she went to aussie), and i dunno who's that. =)

and freestyle.

I didn't bring my camera!

credits to ERICa!!

New Moon

2009-07-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling very random today. So I'll just be posting some pictures.

Let's start with.

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NeW MOON!

P.S He's HOT!

NeW Moon AGAIN!!

Do you know New Moon the movie is coming out this November?

I betcha DO!

NEW MOON aGAIN!

And again....

and again.

Is it ever going to STOP????

Well, yes it can. =)

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have a nice weekend peeps.

Galaxie lover.

I have an Obsession.

2009-07-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

REST IN PEACE MICHAEL JACKSON.

Off the Wall.

THRILLER!!! Billie Jean, Man in The Mirror....

Dangerous. Smooth Criminal.

Bad.

History. 'rabbit face at court'

This is it.... Too bad. He really meant this is it when he was rehearsing in Staples Centre.

GO TO THIs LINK!

2009-06-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

http://www.pyzam.com/toys/view/tictacscare

not advisable for kids under 18 and scary-cats. ^^

TAGGED BY NICOLE!

2009-06-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
1. What is your name : STEPHANIE
2. A four Letter Word : SUCK
3. A boy's Name : SICK
4. A girl's Name : SANDY?
5. An occupation : SHOE MAKER
6. A color : SILVER
7. Something you'll wear : SANDLES
9. A food : SHARK FIN SOUP!
10. Something found in the bathroom: SHOWER CURTAIN?
11. A place : SIBERIA.
12. A reason for being late : SORE-LEG.
13. Something you'd shout : STUPID!
14. A movie title : SUPER-MAN!!!
15. Something you drink : SSODA
16. A musical group : THIS IS HARD. "S CLUB 7"
17. An animal : SABLE. IT MEANS WEASEL.
18. A street name : SUBANG STREET?? omg I DON'T KNOW!!
19. A type of car : SUZUKI
20. The title of a song : SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN BY SANTA CLAUS( i THINK)

Tag 10 people.
1.CHIEW ZHI JUN
2. JOYCE CHAN
3. ANGELA
4. JAMIE CHAM
5. MICHELLE YEOH JIA VERN
6. LEOW HUI WEI
7. ANDREA LIM
8. EMILY CHANG
9. FU MEI YAN
10. ALYCIA CHUAH YUIN TING
*ANYONE CAN DO IT, I DON'T CARE. =)

Random?

2009-06-13T22:28:00.000-07:00

Thursday: I'm sorry Nicole. i didn't go to ur farewell party. i was ready already. but something bad happened.

My mom's best friend passed away. I knew her since i was 0. Well, anyways I"M SORRY!

Random. This is Boy Boy.

And this is my darling KRYStal!!!!

Hui Ping took this picture for me. sAY CHEESE! (it's abit blur, i know.)

ME and HUI PING! ChEck previous post!!!!!

1st ASIA Grand PIANO CONCERT

2009-06-13T22:15:00.000-07:00

O.0 I WAS THERE! I WAS THERE!
The 1st ASIAN GRAND PIANO Concert. There was the Asian Junior concert at 6-7.30, and ASIAN GALA PIANO CONCERT AT 8-12AM. I WAS PRESENT TOO!

fRIDAY, 12.6.2009.
i WAS looking at his head all the time. hahahaha.jkjk

This is ALISON Tee hui ping. She's Form 6 this year. And in 'kuan cheng' private girls school.

My piano teacher only brought her and me there. "feeling very proud"hehe^^

By the way, THE AGONG WAS THERE! DR.MAHATHIR TOO! (AND THEIR WIFES)

When they say rise for the king and queen of malaysia, i asked hui ping: malaysia got king and queen 1 ar???? that time i felt so stupid. =)

There are about 10, 000 ++ people there. But my camera isin't that big.

Do you know that 4 pianos can play together syncronized?? And a piano can be seated 2 people? One play bass and one play treble?

Well, I don't.

After all, it was the most breath-taking concert EVA!

Note: DO NOT Eat IN KL CONVENTION CENTRE If thERE Are LOts of ppl, THEY CUT QUEUe. + they fart. LOL

What else did I do this holiday...

2009-06-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

STEPHANIE CHEE was chatting wif ne on the phone ALL HOLIDAY. at least thats something i can do. And my NOSY father is reading other people's blog all summer(mostly mine)so.....BEWARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just found out something. A picture can speak a THOUSaND words! NO MORE LONg POSTS! Halelujah!

what did i do during holidays?

2009-06-13T21:51:00.001-07:00

I went to Chemor, Perak. To see a herbalist. He's OLD. but Healthy. o.0
It was a one-day trip. no sleepovers.

on the way, my mom packed evERYTHING you can possibly find.
It was like i was moving house. There are 5 plastic bags that looks like rubbish.

LOOK CAREFULLY: She brought the whole water flask. OMG

This was on my way back.

These are the Gi-normous tablets i'll have to swallow.

aND IN These 5 bottles there are about 500 tablets.

And thats only for a MONTH.

My uncle also bought this drink. it's called FIGS. It's quite nice. he bought 2 dozens of them.

Oh, Wth I'm TERRIBLY SICk. I hate trips to stupid doctors who charge you Rm2000 for ALL THAT.

Tagged by Andrea and Nicole!!

2009-05-24T04:59:00.001-07:00

1)The person who tag you is:
Andrea and Nicole

2)Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends and ex-classmates.

3)Your first impression of him/her is :
They're GREAT people. (being sarcastic)

4) The most memorable moments with them:
idk?

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
Ican't think of anything.

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will... :
Puke...I'm not a les.

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:
They both already have good qualities.

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:
Hate em'? No lar..

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:
They are Backstabbing Human eating Bitches?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Nothing.

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
They rock 2.

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
Nothing.

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
STILL nothing?

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:
CARRIE UNDERWOOD. or Paris Hilton? bluek xP

15) For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU TOO!

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1. Zhi Jun
2. Joyce
3. Emily
4. Jamie
5. Angela
6. Alycia
7. Mei Yan
8. Zhen Xin
9. Anna
10. Jia Vern

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with? :
A guy maybe?? =)

18) Is 9 a male or a female? :
Female!!

19) What is 2 studying at the moment? :
Photoshop!!

20) Who was the last person you had a chat with? :
Stephanie. Chee.

21) What kind of music does 8 like ? :
I'm not sure, ya noe?

22) Does 1 have any siblings? :
A small sis. AN anoyying small sis.

23) Is 4 single? :
I guess so. She REJECTED ppl. not ppl rejected her. xxp

24) What's the surname of 6? :
Chuah

25) What's the hobby of 5 ? :
I dont know. Seems like she has lotsa sadness in her heart?

26) Do 7 and 9 get along well? :
DO they KNOW each other??

27) Where is 10 studying at? :
SMK Taman Sea

28) Say something casual about your eyes :
SEXAY! bluek..

29) Have you tried developing feelings for 2? :
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

30) Where does 9 live? :
idk, but i can predict she is goin to CANada in a few years time.

31) What colours does 4 like? :
pink? blue? I KNOE NOTHING!! @-@

32) Are 5 and 1 good friends? :
yeah. same class too.

33) Does 2 like 7? :
no.

34) How did u get to know 8 ? :
Her blog.

35) Does 1 have any pets? :
Yes. MO JO JO JO !!

36) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
?????

37) Are you sexy?:
NEH!

38) What am i doing now?:
How do I know what are YOU doing!

Adam lambert Rocks HARD man !

2009-05-07T01:38:00.000-07:00

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT this week. HE's A FREAKIN" ROCK GOD!!!!

My god, i just wanna cry.

He sang Whole Lotta Love. And gave me Whole Lotta GOOSEBUMPS, man.

Swine Flu

2009-05-04T00:44:00.000-07:00

Swine flu has been occuring Mexico, USA, Canada, Europe, Latin America, United Kingdom, Sweden, Italy, Kenya, Mainland China, Taiwan, Japan and even ASIA! plus Tahiland....just above Malaysia!

I just wanna know MORE about Swine flu.

It is actually a kind of disease that spreads around.
By an animal.

What animal you say?

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Yes,

a pig.
a boar.

a pink lazy pig.

an evil disease speading pig.

Like this:

And these are the cells spreading in THEIR bodies:
The ones who are diagnosedwith swine flu.

Look at the CUTE pigs!! haha

These looks like slaughtered pigs. So sad. but they're not dead. YET.This is how you prevent it:

WEar a MASK! Witha message.

Or you can...

just copy Michael Jackson!

But that's not Him. hahahah

Anywayzzzzzzz.......

If you THINK you have it,

GO TAKE AN...

If supervised by a doctor.

Do you know why I put up this post?

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Cause I'm sick.

I'm not sure I HAVE this disease.

But I have ALL the symptoms.

Except vomiting.

Just kidding.

I hope. =)

I'm a mess.

2009-04-26T06:29:00.000-07:00

It's a long time since I've updated. aghh..as if it's a good thing. Lots of things are going through my mind lately.

1. Clothes

2. Cancer

3. Migrate

4. Bungalow

5. Family

6. Money

7. And junk food.

These things are just surrounding my mind. WHY? Well, I just can't tell you. Anyways, I had a great time at Christina's playground while shooting for the Lights, Camera, Action. Thanks Jamie! And Christina! And everyone else lah!

I'm going mad. Very mad. I'm gonna leave my place to have peace. My singing school. There, I can show my talentand shout all I want. Bye bye. First Mr Dale left me. Now, I left Ozem. But ...wth? I love to sing.

Turn your freakin head please!

The door.

Call 03-7728 9368 if u wanna inquire. Or make a prank call. hehe^^

My stage. It looks bigger in real. I like all those lights flashing on me. *sob*

If you look closely, that's Beyonce's SEXAY legs. It's ALL AROUND THE SCHOOL! There's Shakira, Britney Spears, and hers truly. Sexy huh?

So I guess that's all. I still have 16 homework(S) to do. Seriously.

So chao amigos!

This is what I'm feeling RIGHT NOW>

Job Hunting

2009-04-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

In my career I've had plenty of job interviews, probably fifty. And I have to admit that my get-an-offer percentage is maybe 95%; not bad.

On the flip side, I have interviewed over a hundred candidates, hiring a number of good people with few exceptions and only one a probable serial killer (he apparently knew the eighteen 'Do Nots').

I have asked it all, heard it all, answered it all, and seen it all. It is from this wealth of experience that I have culled eighteen must 'Do Nots' to share with you. You can thank me later.

Here they are:

1. Do not be late.

2. Do not put your feet on the desk.

3. Do not eat garlic 24 hours prior.

4. Do not have a flapping dried nostril booger or a long protruding nose hair.

5. Do not have a stringer of spittle in the corner of your mouth.

6. Do not shake hands if your palm is cold, clammy and limp.

7. Do not wear sneakers unless they are brand new.

8. Do not wear a lapel pin of any sort unless it is the American or
Mexican flag.

9. Do not ask about hours, salary, vacation, pensions, insurance or anything else that might be considered ... well ... not job related.

10. Do not say "bottom line" or "at the end of the day" less than five times every five minutes.

11. Do not quote Scripture or Seinfeld.

12. Do not forget to "push back" at least once on some safe topic (e.g., interviewer: "Tell me about your last job." Interviewee response: "I need to push back. You seem stupider than tar!").

13. Do not use words like "mammy", "pappy", "gedder done" or "irregardless" unless it's for a job at the Monster Truck rally.

14. Do not reach for your pocket flask unless you are willing to share it with the interviewer (which I highly encourage you do to break the ice).

15. Do not divulge what sex positions you like unless explicitly asked.

16. (Related to rule 15) Do not use the "C" word under any circumstances, ever! "F", "B" and "S" words are okay but only if encouraged by the interviewer.

17. Do not fall asleep.

18. Do not forget to leave when it's over.

There you have it. Most of it common sense.

But you'd be surprised just how many people forget.
If you master these rules and don't forget to weasel word at every opportunity, you too should find success at your next job interview.

Happy job hunting.

This was what I found. =P
Enjoy!

Is Adam Lambert gay?

2009-04-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

American Idol contestant Adam Lambert sang for his spot in the final 12 tonight, and the internet lit up with people asking a simple question: Is Adam Lambert Gay?
We could argue that in a modern age, Lambert’s sexuality really doesn’t matter, but there is a simply answer.
Adam Lambert is gay. Is there really any question?
If he isn’t gay, then he’s doing a damn fine impersonation of being an extremely camp gay person, but the evidence for the question is quite clear.
In two clips we’ve found, Adam Lambert is gyrating with men while at times being dressed like a tranny. In one clip, he dry humps a male dancer, in another clip, he’s licked by men. While there is absolutely nothing wrong with either actions, these aren’t the actions usually undertaken on stage by straight men.

The answer: Yes. He's gay. :(

" Did That Happen To YOU?"

2009-04-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Forget what I'm doing and just take the scoop and dip it into the toilet bowl. ;)

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Sing.. Duh? I have a sarcasticly fantastic voice you know? haha

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your line?
Err.. You forgot to zip.

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?Just wave my hand in the air and like I just don't care.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Grin. And ay it was on purpose.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Tell the teacher: Sorry, my homework fell into the longkang when I saw you.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?Mumble. And remind myself to bring a breath spay all the time.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
Cover up lar! There aren't just girls in the gym, u noe?

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Tell myself. "I'm lame...and I like it." I encourages me. NOT

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Squeal in a very high-pitched voice. And say "Is it returnable?"

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
Give it away! Throw it! Dump it! Well, not that harsh. It will hurt their feelings. (I'm an angel)

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Remember! Wink! Fling my hair! Blink! Wth is going on?

13. Your crush and you are eating dinner together, the food you've ordered came first, I will share my plate with him.

14. You are alone in your house and you realized that there is a burglar. What do you do?
Boom my music ass loud as ever! And shoot my water gun and pepper spray.

15.What do you do when your best friend had just spoilt your favourite one and only camera with all the important photos you cherished inside?
I will strangle them until they DIE! MUAHAHAH!

16. What do you do when you receive a call from a kidnapper and your friend is in their hands?
What to do? Track down their number and shoot them down.
17. What do you do if you break your friend's favourite vase but he or she didn't saw it?
Run away and said I was never there.

18.You were told to buy carrots by your mother, but you forgotten it and went back home with garlics. How will you explain to your mother?
Say die lar. Dont ask me to go again. xp

19. What do you do when you saw a cat chasing a mouse?
Let my dog chase the cat.

20. You missed your favourite tv show and it was the season finale. What do you do?
Wait a thousand years

21. There is a crash in your schedule, one is your friend's wedding, the other is your another friend's last day of funeral. What will you do?'
Of course I'll go to the funeral. It will be the last day I pay respect to him. A person's wedding second bcoz I will see that person for the rest of my life.

HALELUJAH!

I tag:

Let
me
think....

EVER DAMN PERSON LAR!

Oh NOOO!!!

2009-02-27T22:43:00.000-08:00

Alamak! Exam's coming! But what tha do? Study lor... -_-

On Friday, there was some kinda Oral Test. At first we have to give a 1 minute impromptu speech. But somehow it became an impromptu speech where another person has to interfier all the time. I partner wiff Cel.
Teachere call her name. I was the paparazzi who questioned her.

The title was : SMOKING

Celine : Smiking is bad for health. It can cause lung cancer. The 2nd hand smoker...bla bla bla....

Teacher kept on looking at me. I was like why look at me?? Look at her lah dong! After Celine finish her speech, teacher said why didn't u ask Cel. any questions. Then I was like ok? wth..

Then I said: What is smoking?
Teacher punched me in the arm and shook me. STEPHANIE! WHEN SHE FINISH HER SPEECH ALREADY THEN ONLY YOU ASK WHAT IS SMOKIN?

I felt confused. You mean we have to ask while they are speaking "confidently"?

I'll just call it an experience I'll never forget. ^^

Sick.

2009-02-22T03:37:00.000-08:00

This sucks. I'm sick again. Some kinda infection is spreading round' here. It could be at any time but WHY NOW??? I won't be able to study hard for the test. BOO.
First, Joo Anne was sick. She had denue fever. Got in to the hospital. Hope she gets well soon. :( Then, it was my class monitor, Rayshell. Dunno what sickness she has. vP. After that was celine. She got flu and keep blowing her nose. eww. Just hope this world got a cure for all sickness. Why does sickness exist anyway? Now I've got fever and flu AND sore throat.
I'm definitely gonna blame celine...haha

2009-02-20T05:32:00.000-08:00

What is that????

That is Merentas Desa for SMK DJ! You will have to run like about 4-5 km around the whole school or the nearby places.

See those girls happily running? That is what I call photogenic. hahaha.. So good luck and you'll be in the race of your life. :)

Public $peaking Competition

2009-02-17T03:56:00.000-08:00

Lovely day it wa$ on Tue$day. I went for Public $peaking Competition Round 1. It wa$ quite fanta$tic. (thank$ to Wei Liang for cheering 4 me) But then Round2 wa$ ju$t terrible. It wa$ a $peech that you had to make on the $pot. I wa$ a bit "chi dun" la. $o who care$? I ju$t blabbled out what came into my mind. $o there. 5th placing. What da ya think?

2009-02-15T01:11:00.000-08:00

I'm back for $ome crap. Trying to download Cabal $ea. Derrick wa$ $o ob$$e$$ed with it. -_- But it look$ nice.It'$ called HALO, right?Now I'm bu$y preparing for my public $peaking competition. The title i$ called " Laughter The Be$t Medicine" but WTH I am not that crazy laughing lala. What i need i$ $elf-confidence. I've got a book about it. But it told me not to expect reading on $unday and going public $peaking on Monday, which wa$ preci$ely what I wa$ doing. I went $inging cla$$ today. I thought it wa$ thi$ $unday. But, Mr.Dale told me it wa$ next $unday. Damn it. $o, I went to the TTDI pa$ar malam and bought thi$ cute jean$. Co$t RM 12 only! I bought all my jean$ from $hopping mall$ and all of them are more than RM50. But thi$ i$ cheap. The tauke niang kept $houting:"CHEAP CHEAPJEAN$, RM12 only!"

I wa$ like -_-. Plea$e a$ if people can hear you. The are fi$h monger$ $houting, fruit $eller$, and bla bla bla.

That'$ my crap for today. $ayonara. BTW my "s" got problem. So, I replaced it with "$". C ya!

2009-02-12T05:54:00.001-08:00

Yahoo! It' 2009. I have sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things to post. but how?all from the past will have to remain in the past. ):

I've not been online for 3 months. Miss me? hahahaha. Gonna post everything from now on. promise. btw. I have a problem pressing "s". Need to go On'screen keyboard. Haiyo.

Tagged By NICOLE!!

2008-12-01T22:55:00.001-08:00

I've done some questions already in the previous post, so I'll just cancel it.

What's your most favourite colour?

Lavender and PINK!

Who is the most important to you?

myself! o.0

Who is the one who cheers you up and supports you?
My family and friends.

Do you think that the person who tagged you like to play kidnapping?
Ask her. (:

What are you really afraid of?
Being alone.

What is your bad habit?
Over emotional and too sensitive, I guess.

Do you have a secret crush?
yeah. Zac Efron and Edward Cullen!!haha

Are you single/relationship?
single.

Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
ermm.
happy
cheerful
doesn't like durians
likes to kill spiders
fun
and...hates cockroach more than spiders

What is the worst case scenario that happened to you in your life?
I can't recall.

Who's the worst person in your life?
My dad. Because he got to know my blog address AGAIN. happy?

I'' tag:
who ever full stop

PPL!

2008-11-29T03:53:00.000-08:00

hey! I'm back from Giant Hypermarket Kota Damansara which is newly opened on 27/11. It is the third day anniversary!!!! hahah. Anyways, you should go and take a look for yourself. It is awesome! But 1 problem. NO CAR PARK LAH! If you're lucky (like me), you'll get a spot. It took me 30 minutes going round and round andd round to find the worst parking spot. But not in my case. hehe (:

There is LOTS of restaurants: Wedy's, KFC,J. Co ( donut shop), The CHicken rice shop, and killsomething.NOT KILL SOMETHING! but kill-(something that i forgot.).Those are just startere.

HERE!

Tagged by PUI LI!

2008-11-24T06:00:00.000-08:00

1.Who are you?
err...Steph?

2. Who is more important to you?
It depends who are you talking about. (:

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Once in a life time.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I'll have more confidence when I'm in front of a mirror. xp

5. How many babies you want?
2-3. I hate to be alone. So just not 1.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Natural phenomena.Duh. o.0

7. What is your goal for this year?
Get good grades. but it's the end of the year already. -_-

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
neh. I won't live forever.

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you?
honest. (: and some other stuff.

10. What feeling do you love most?
Being loved.

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
huh?

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate?
#!@#$%^&*!@#^%^$#$#$#$@$#@!!!!!!!!

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. (:

14. What does flying means to you?
On the airplane?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
High School Musical songs. ahaha

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
Definitely Chace Crawford!!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
She's smart, of course.
Ermm..cheerful always.
She's creative.
True to her friends.
As she wrote in her profile. She's retarded. (:

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Listen to music all night long.

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
When I was Std4, when I did something really stupid.

20. What is your fear?
Heights! Insects. Ghosts. Injections. Poking. Just to name a few.

Hot n Cold

2008-11-20T22:15:00.000-08:00

2008-11-20T00:34:00.000-08:00

Hello! (:

I'm back from Genting Highlands! This is my second time to Genting since I was 5. Weird huh? You might have been there more than a hundred times. ;p

First, I invited my cousin Erin to Genting with me. But she has to wake up damn early. So decided to sleepover in my house on Saturday.

Actually, Erin was playing my computer all the time. xp. so, I went out to watch tv.
LOL!

And, I found out that she knows how to speak TAMIL from 1-10. SEE :

SO, sunday we are OFF! We went to 1 utama to wait for the bus. And guess what? From KL to Genting only costs :

We took this picture in the bus. bluek.

Then. We went to Sideway Cafe. I drank this. And ate some yucky kueh teow.

Cable car. HATE HEIGHTS!!!!

Some freaking hotel this is! We took 4 hours waiting to check in. First World Hotel YOU SUCK!
ALAS! Our tiny room. ):

HEY ERIN!

please. it ain't that easy squishing my head.

MOM.

Second day.Monday. THEME PARK!

I was talking to Joel since Sunday. He was in Genting too! What a co-incidence.He came with his family. Keith, Auntie May Lin and Uncle Jacob. f.y.i.he is my cousin. not erin's classmate.

It was fun having them around because anti-social Derick and Justin NEVER!repeat.NEVER! talk to us at all. well.whatever.

I went to the space thingy.I thought the thing we were turning. but NO. wth. Keith was like a Dai Go there. he is great. lucky gf he has. x)

I also went to the Fun-Cart that I love SO MUCH! and. hte spinning thing that is just damn high. JOEL.you are lucky that you didn't sit on that high spinning thing. And i sat TWICE! FCUK!

Back on Earth. I also sat on the roller coaster which is freaking crazy. And I was shouting all the way. It is my first time anyway.I was cursing Erin actually. no offence. By that time, the two macho's were gone. They are going home.

After that, me and Erin sat on the Merry-Go-Round. I know. It's lame. but whatever. We took some pictures too. blabla.

Then we went to MarryBrowns to eat our lunch.I ate chicken and nuggets. erin: french fries. coke and something that i 4got. It was raining. Guess what are the aunties doing? hmm..

Justin and Derick are just LOSERS! muahahahaha! Third day I can't remember what i did. OH YAR! We went SNOW WORLD! I can't take the air-con in my own car. How to stand -4 degrees leh! Freaking cold. Erin and I took some pictures from the kakak photographer. 2 pics=RM30. WTF. but it is worth it. it turned out nice.Still dunno how to scan with computer. Will scan next time dear.

Again. DERICK AND JUSTIN ARE LOSERS! Auntie karen asked Erin to give THEM mentos she bought. pls lar. who is the boy lar. They don't know how to treat girls. not like keith. I bet thay don't have gf's.

I'm home!

Look at Erin's masterpiece. You don't know who that is right?

That's Daniel Radcliffe AKA Harry Potter. hahahahaahhahahhahahahahahahahahahah

That;s all lah.

BYE!

2008-11-14T01:50:00.000-08:00

This week was ok. I had some time to pack my stuff and arrange my room. And, I wasso obsessed with Zac Efron's "Scream" on this Wednesday until I came out with my HSM fan made table. Don't get it?

See for you self.

DOn't critisize! I know you are. But I took hell lots of time doing that.

And oh .Thursday.

It was my mom and me only day. I went 1 U with my mom and bought lots of stuff. Hawkeye shoes...jackets...tee-shirts... and all the other stuff for Genting this Sunday. I'm off to Genting this Sunday. With Erin, Derick, Justin, mom, Auntie Karen and Justin's mom. Erin will also be coming for a sleepover this Saturday. Guess what will it be like? hmmm..

Doggy Idol^^

2008-11-11T03:58:00.000-08:00

I'm creating a blog called "doggy idol" for my darling Crystal. So, take a break and go to www.pleasemakemeadoggymodel.blogspot.com. for more info. All invited to read, but not so suitable for doggy haters. Thanks!

Vote!

2008-11-10T05:49:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I'm having a SUPERMODEL in making! Do you know who that is? Try to guess. And I'll post her pictures soon. Be READY!

School Holidays

2008-11-09T06:36:00.000-08:00

This school holiday is just a bore. Someone just ripped my heart out and stepped on it.

now. EXAMS!

This is terrible. but i studied this time. i was prepared. I'm ready.i'm ready. but......

I'm sure gonna fail in BM2 .ARRGGHH! not that serious lar.just that I never study for meniti kaca -persoalan. *shock* guess I'll get a round egg or maybe some pity marks. haiz.

There are many things that happened this week.

There is-

29 Oct- 6Nov = EXAMS

7 Nov =Koperasi ( i went to school to sell things eventhough it is a holiday, rajin ehh?)

8 Nov = PPR gathering. actually I hate it. A LOT. I don't wanna talk abt it.

and I'm gonna watch HSM3. I don't believe I haven't watch it yet! NOOO! I wanted to book seats for tomorrow. but. they say STOP! OUT OF SEATS NOTHING TO DISCUSS BYE.

I was like -_-. I just asked for HSM3 seats .one sentence and they said a million and hung up he phone. rude much?

then, I'm going Genting 16-19 Nov. It is a 3 day 2 night trip. My mom and I are following Derick,Justin and their moms. BORINGG lar. they are no fun. hope can call someone follow me.

and ar. My grandmother's bday is coming. she is about to be 80!!!! gonna make a HUGE cake for her. It must be ateable also lar. Cause the last cake I made was landed up in my dog's tummy. eww.

I wish all good luck! And gonna miss 1 Belianers. But lets KEEP MOVING FORWARD!!!!! forgive me. I just watched The Robinsons. hehe ^^

Stephanie Tiow

2008-10-24T05:02:00.000-07:00

What's going on in my mind right now. HMMM... I don't know too. You tell me.

Exam. WHY!!!!! This is the first time I'm studying soo hard after UPSR. but guess what. I actually like studying. I don't know why. it feels fun to deal with new books and discovering that Malaysia is not an island and Afrika is not in Asia. Play with things you don't even think it exists. BUT! I hate to know what marks.how many wrongs.rights.and stupid guesses.

Like I'm flying around in my brain. maybe there is a machine in human brains who make people absorb knowledge. HEY! I can be the next EINSTEIN!!but.i will never ever never ever be in a million years. neither will I be a doctor. i can't stand blood. so the same about heights. I will NEVER be a stunt double. That would be fun. Breaking every bone in your body. I wonder how it feels like.

Study hard! For adults, work hard! NO! I'm sorry. I mean Work smart. I've got some advise to give every person on earth. If you feel down, find someone you hate and blabber about what you think. They won' even care. And if you feel happy, try to do a summersault. It would be easier if you do it in a pool. And if you feel heartbroken, tell your lover what you REALLY feel.

Important:
And my last advise: ............................................ Do not take my advise.

Stephanie.

My guitar

2008-10-18T01:05:00.000-07:00

hey! I've got a guitar!

TAGGED again.

2008-10-15T07:32:00.000-07:00

1. Who & what is your relationship with the last person who tagged you?
Friends...classmates xp

2. Do you know wat is true love?
maybe. maybe not.

3. Who do you recently hang out with in msn?
can't remember.i have lost my memory.

4. What is your relationship with her?
who are YOU talking about??

5. Who is your beloves pet sis?
Krystal. Crystal. ahahaha.

6. Who do u still in love with?
er...

7. Why do you create a blog?
It's the place where I can hang out. like the lake of inisfree.

8. You know your blog sucks?
recently? yes.

9. what do you like to eat?
after watching MAN VS. WILD on discovery channel. I rather starve to death.

10. who are you having relationships nw?
i'm confused.

11. ARRRGGhh I got nthing else 2 ask d..
then what sould i reply?

12. 5 tags goes to
1. Zhi Jun
2. Joyce
3. Erin
4. Jia Vern
5. Angela

13. Who is number 1?
Zhi Jun.

14. What about number 3?
what about number 3?

15. do number 5 love number 1?
they are...just friends.

16. Number 2 siapa?
your english cacat 1. my friend friend. mine too.

17. Do u hav any relationship wif number 4?
she's just my cousin.

leaving earth in 5 4 3 2 1! bLAST OFF by stephanie. LOL

Tagged.

2008-10-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

Do you think that you're HOT?

nope. I'm NOT. ( it rhymes) I konw. it's lame.

Upload your favourite picture of you!

Why do u like that picture?

Its a feeling. Maybe bcoz I'm with my cousins?

When was the last time you ate PIZZA?

It's a LONG time. My mom took away the gold Card.

The last song you listened to-:

Whenever, wherever - Shakira * not syakirah

What are you doing right now besides this?

Inviting Zhi Jun to read my blog.

What name would you prefer besides yours-:

I like mine. Nut If i just add a bit more. Like: Princess Stephanie Rozella Tiow..or Isabella Stephanie Bonjeur Disamateur Tiow. WAIT! i dun want the "TIOW" it sounds horrible. hahaha.

5 people to tag:

I tag EVERYONE! but 4 ur info, my blog skin can't copy n' paste. TADA!

Debate

2008-10-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

This is a DEBATE! Where me and I contest with each other. The title is Why Should Parents Not Interfer With Their Children's Privacy.

Note: My mom said that all I can write in this blog is about a discussion and speaking about formal points of view. and nothing personal or anything because of my DAD told my mom to. Well, that's what I'm going to do!

First, there is Team A. Who supports parents to interfer with their children's privacy. And Team B who disagrees.

Team A: 1st Person
Parents should interfer in their children's privacy because it will help them understand their children better.

Team B: 1st person
I disagree strongly. If they interfer, then they will "ke po chi" with their children's blog. And they will order their children to take away ALL their post that have written from their inner feelings.

Team A: 2nd person
The parents order their children to take away the post that they have written is only for their own safety.

Team B: 2nd person
The children can put the blog they own private or not. It is up to them. The children's blog is to lt thei friends to read it. And to communicate with others. And understand each other.

Team A: 3rd person
Strangers may come to their blog and know everything about them. Then they will kidnap them! If you reveal soo many information out, you may even attract evil people.

Team B: 3rd person (final)
HAH! Kidnap through computer. O_O Internet police save me! save me! those strangers are kidnapping me though the computer! AHHH! HELP!

But you know what? This is going nowhere. I think TEAM A and TEAM B are equal. Parents may view their children's blog. But don't cross the line and discriminate their children. From a parent to another. And a parent to the uncle. From the uncle to his friend. And maybe It will be known by The WHOLE WORLD! You know what I mean. This debate that I set up. It is how I am feeling now. Sad. Angry. And even Angrier! *if that's a word. *

That is all I've got to say. And take my advise. Do not let your parents know you have a blog. Or you will regret like I do.

2008-10-01T23:37:00.000-07:00

October 2. Today is my uncle's birthday! Happy birthday QQ!!! I made a cake specially for you. All right. I helped my mom out. But I did quite a lot of things. It made my hands all sticky. But not that yucky. It is a sponge cake. Chocolate sponge cake to be precise. It is decorated with butter frosting and there is toasted walnuts and blueberry in the middle.

Wanna see it?

Wanna taste it? too bad. Its only for my family. If you wanna call special delivery of Stephanie's SPECIAL made pizza. I mean cake, please dial:1300-88-2525. But the trick is you have to call it pizza. Or the people there will call you mad. Thank you.

2008-10-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

I'm back! I've just suffered of last night non-sleeping thing.coz when I turn. my ear hurts. haiyah. suffer for beauty.hahah.lol.

So I did my art.And I was SOOO bored. Until I came out with this.

Look CAREFULLY:

There is a KANGAROO in my art! It is trying to get some water too.

Can you see my earring? Guess not. Its too small. This will be the last time I'm gonna have hair like that. booo!

Latest

2008-09-30T03:22:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!

Yesterday, i planned to go out at 10am. BUT because of m lazyness. I sleep till 12;30pm.. And went out around 1:15pm.

First, I took krystal go bath bath. Then, I went to Tai Kong there with my mom. We went to public bank to deposit MY RM500. So sad. I've got very little money left.

I went to SS2 afterwards. 1st, go clean teeth. Me and my mom went to the Mak Dentist. Did some scaling. Luckily I didn't need to put braces. The dentist said my teeth is ACCEPTABLE. (hmmm..as if It's that bad.) If you all notice, my teeth was always black. I had this thing since Std 1. Everytime my teeth will get black. But I cleaned it!

2nd, I went to ermm..let me think. ya. I went to POKE ME EARRING! Aiyah..so scared. not really. But it was damn painful. No blood no nothing. Just like you step on the bomb and you will EXPLODE! no lah. A bit better than that. Hey! see how I look like!

earring + clean teeth= perfect! but not with thise scars.... REJECT!

Then, I was " owww"ing because my ear hurts alot. And my leg had a blister all thanks to new shoes. And I was not in the mood. Cuse I saw Pn. Monica in Mcdonalds. Malulah!

I will never ever go to Mcdonalds in SS2 again and Atria. It is a place of DOOM!

Thats all. To all gurls who haven't do earrings: please do now, I want you to SUFFER!!! hahahaha. not that pain lah.

My Journey

2008-09-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

Erasing memories. But leave behind the GOOD.
Start a NEW life. Be who I wanna me. Which I don't know too..
Get things straight and never fail for not trying. But If I tried my best. that is all i can do. I'll be studying in Malaysia till end of PMR. Never get to do SPM. Mom says its useless. It is all MALAY.. and not ENGLISH. So will be migrating to CANADA. I will miss all my friends. family. but not my mom. coz she will be with me. Love my friends.family. and Krystal. I wish I can bring you along. And I will. I'll send an airplane to fetch you there. Good luck to everyone. But I won't be going soon. I want to enjoy my life in Malaysia while I can. Hope I will not migrate there. but. there are more opportunities in studying. job. and the crrency there is BIG. Do not question me or ask me any thing about this. Unless you are soooo desperate. It's nothing big actually.

2008-09-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

1. Six people to tag
-Joyce
-Angela
-Zhi Jun
-Erin
-Jia Vern
-Anyone xp

2. Six things I'm passionate about.
- My FAMILY!
- My darling Krystal...
- Friends!
- Music
- me...

3. Six things i say too often.
- oh my god!
- crazy person!
- stupid la you!
- alamak!
- LOL

4. Six books I've read recently.
- I forgot by Michael Dough
- 100 wonderful things in life by Tim Anderson
- Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling
- Empress Wu by Lilian Too
- Honk! If you're a Malaysian! by Lydia something..
- Nelson Mandela by Nelson Mandela of course!

5. Six songs I can listen to again and again and again.
- This is me - Demi Lovato vs. Joe Jonas
- I miss you - Miley Cyrus
- Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
- Reflection - Christina Aguilera
- Fighter - Christina Aguilera
- Whenever, wherever - Shakira

6. Six things I've learnt in the past year.
- I've
- Forgotten
- What
- I've
- Learned

LOL!

2008-09-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hip-hip- HOORAY! It's the HOLIDAYS!!! but it is just for 1 week. awwww.... too bad. NEED A BOOST! and get studying... lots of problems this week... TOO BAD! no pity talking time... wanna watch TV!!! bye!

Tagged by Andrea

2008-09-21T09:16:00.001-07:00

::instructions::
Never see the questions before you arrange the name-
all mentioned below are TAGGED by me!
No tag backs!
1) Joyce
2)Michelle, Zhi Jun
3)Jia Vern
4)Erin
5)Angela

Here comes the questions;
1. How did you meet 1?
Er..Zhi Jun's bestie?
2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
0/10. she doesn't wants to talk to me anymore.
3. How long have you known 4?
I think 6 years?
4. How do you know number 3?
She's my cousin?
5. Where's 5?
Sleeping in her house i guess? it's 12am la..
6. A fact about number 1?
Laughs like a hyenna..dunno how to spell la..muahah
7. Who is 4 going out with?
How do I know?
8. What does 1 do for a living?
A....STUDENT? duh!
9. Would you live with number 3?
sleep-over? maybe..
10. What do you like about number 2?
She's nice. And quiet recently. Maybe coz of me.
11. Do you miss number 5?
I miss my sleep more.. xP
12. Would you make out with number 4?
hahahaha...ask again!
13. What's your opinion on number 2?
She is nice..again?
14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
She urm...said I'm tagged and I done b4..hahaha
15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
They are besties lar! of course they will go out together once in a while..
16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
not really..
17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
just went there to do projects.
18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot?
When I was smaller, yeah..
19. Who have you known the longest?
no.3. i knew her since i was 0 years old. haha
20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
they're not les.
21. How often do you talk to 1?
sometimes.
22. What about 2??
more than no.1.
23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
yar... my cousin???
24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
haha...not les.
25. Do you dream about number 2?
day dream..yes...slepping..no.xP
26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
she..danced with me a bad choreograped dance created by ME!
27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets?
hey! can help me spray celine?muahahaha
28. What's 3's hobby?
I dunno?
29. Tag more people.
as if i wanna make more people drown in this tag. xD

Who I REALLY am.

2008-09-21T08:57:00.001-07:00

Now I understand what is my problem. I don't have my own personality. I only follow what people do. like IMITATING! not that good...

So from now on, I will be who I really am. Eventhough I don't really know? -_- But what do you expect huh, people?

I know what are you saying now. PINK BACKGROUND! I HATE IT!

my opinion, SO WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE! This is MY BLOG! nothing for you to concern! just to read and understand my life! but if you don't understand my principle of life....GET LODT! I don't need aperson to judge my blog. BECAUSE IT IS PINK! You all hate pink, but I love pink! I want to be who i really am.

NOT to be ANOTHER PERSON. like... SOME PEOPLE LAR! if you are not happy about me, then just let it go and tell it straight in my face! i don't mind. but if I cry, you are RESPONSIBLE!

MY PRINCIPLE:
1. do not judge me by my appearance
2. do not insult my family including my dog
3. I love what I'm wearing... not wearing those LALA clothes.
4. it is not so easy to cheat me .... but i will backfire
5. I NEED A LIFE! not OTHER PEOPLE"S LIFE!
6. i don't need to be a no.2 of other people.
7. do not hurt my feelings! or ...i don't know?

My motto:
To RETIRE IS TO EXPIRE! but ... that is Donald trump's motto.
hhahah.
MINE IS:
To judge a peson, you need to know a person from black to WHITE! from up to down! to know everything about a person.

But guess no one in the entire world knows one another 101% well. ;<

The tired reporter,

Haleluya

2008-09-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

YAY! it is my 600th person who came to my blog!

2008-09-19T04:31:00.000-07:00

What did u do for the last few mins?
Reading Lee Chong Wei's blog..xP

What will u do if u are gonna die?
I will be a terrorist and rob the richest man in the WORLD!

What will u say if someone says "i love u" to u?
I'll say i love you too ! BLUEK

What will u say/do if u are 30 and u haven have ur first kiss?
You must be kidding me...

What will u do if ur mom nags at u TOO often?
Slam the door.. won't work anyway... she has my room key XP

What will u say if someone says something 3 times continuously?And is it too much?
Stop saying will U???

Ur boyfriend says "Honey, I wanna break up." What will u do?
I'll say: " Oh good! i was meaning to do that later.."

Next 5 tag:
I tag...
1. Joyce
2. Angela
3. Zhi Jun
4. Lyndon
5. Anyone
1

2008-09-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

September 17, Wednesday:

YAY! so today is a public holiday...so Zhi Jun and Yuin Ting came to my house. We did not plan this actually. But all starts from Pei Yan. She expects us to pay for the ingredients that she bought. It is actually part of my fault.

The story actually starts like this:

Pei Yan asks Yuin Ting whether she wants to bake potato. Pei Yan wants to bake in Yuin ting's house. BUT, Yuin Ting said cannot. SO, Yuin Ting asked me can bake potato in my house anot. I thought for a while then I agreed. THEN, I invited Zhi Jun and Celine to join us, because I don't like Pei Yan to go to my house only. MEANWHILE, Pei Yan invited Angela along. But I don't blame her about that. Because she should ask me first. It is MY HOUSE>>NOT HERS! WHEN we were planning, i guess Pei Yan does not want to come to my house. So she made it inAngela's house. Angela shrieked like it is the end of the world! But she finally agreed because of Pei Yan's aggociating. UNFORTUNATELY, Angela cannot because she promised her mom to join her go SHOPPING! So I said okay. Everything was all pushed back to me. Pei Yan suddenly said she also wants to go SHOPPING! WTH! She is the ORGANIZER LEH! So the rest is HISTORY.......

Talking about today, we had lots of fun. At least I did.

We baked blueberry muffins! We were not able to bake a real cake all because lack of time :<
Anyway, who ever wants to have a muffin, please meet muah, Yuin Ting or Zhi Jun!

This is Zhi Jun! I can see her gums and her nostrils! muahahahahah..just joking ^^

This is Yuin Ting. She looks better when her hair is down. AGREE?

Zhi Jun and Yuin Ting.

Zhi jun, Yuin Ting and WHO?? ME!!!

LOOK AT THE MUFFINS WE BAKE.... yum yum. It looks nice.

Tagged by ANDREA AND JOYCE!

2008-09-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

3 Golden Rules. State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.. No tag backs.bluek..

My Golden Rules ~
1. Never ever backstab me
2. Do not make me angry
3. NO pokey pokey! understand?

Weird Habits/ things~
1. Same as Joyce! I'm the ONLY Child... other then my dog Crystal.
2. I like to collect empty forms and new thick books..but i dun really read them after the first page xP
3. I hate people who tells me wht to do.
4. I am terribly sick when it comes to height. I am afraid.
5. I love Crystal more than me. xD
6. I don't have that many friends. :<
7. I love CINDERELLA and PRINCESS DIARIES!
8. I love to sing and dance in the BATHROOM! heh^^
9. I am a night bird. I sleep at 2am every morning and wake up at 12pm every afternoon.
10. I will do whatever to get what i want and when i got it then i will let it go.
11. If someone that i really hate, I will curse then. muahahahah!
12. I like to watch tv. bored.
13. I love the song "That is Me".
14. I hate all sorts of insects..Ew.
15. I like adventures!

So, i'll tag.....
1. Chiew Zhi Jun
2. Michelle Yeoh
3. Lyndon Low
4. Jamie Cham
5. Angela
6. Erin
7. Daddy
8. Lockette
9. Joyce Yong Yi Qian
10. U!!!!!!!!!!!

Tagged by Andrea

2008-09-13T00:38:00.000-07:00

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday: 13 years YOUNG!

2. A place you'd like to travel to: NORTH POLE! XP

3. Your favourite place: Nowhere

4.Your favourite food: Fish & Chips...Rosti

5. Your favourite pet: Krystal

6. Your favorite color combination: Pink And blue

7. Your favourite piece of clothing: skirts XD

8. Your all-time favourite song: High School Musical!!!

9. Your favourite TV show: Camp Rock

10. First name of your significant other/crush: Won't tell you! =P

11. The town you live in: Petaling Jaya ( isn't it unsightly?)

12. Your first job: A pianist!

13. Your dream job: Dunno? But something good!

14. A bad habit you have: ~secret~

15. Your worst fear: Insects...hate all of them..

Next 5 tag:
1. Joyce

2. Zhi Jun

3. Jia Vern

4. Erin

5. Jia Vern

2008-09-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

1) What curse do you use?
The curse to DIE..muahah! I'm not so bad la..

2) What are you listening to now?
Camp ROCK- This is me! From Demi Lovato...I can sing you know!

3) Who is the person you talk most to?
My mom..duh! and my dog..XP

4) What time is my alarm clock set?
Usually, I put the time at 8:00am..but I'm borned in the year of Pig.. soI'll be waking up at 10:30pm.XD

5) Do you wear flipflops when it's cold?
If u mean go to snowing places then u must be cra-ZY!

6) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
I like both... mostly taken..VAIN ehh?

7) What was the last movie you watched?
Must be Narnia... cause I dun go to cinema's much..

8) Do any of your friends have children?
Not that I can think of..

9) Has anyone called you lazy?
More than 3 dozen of people.

10) Do you ever take medication to make you fall asleep?
Neh! I'm a sleepy pig.. I can sleep eventhough there is a war.

11) What CD is in your CD player?
A long favorite korean movie... FULL HOUSE! Love you RAIN!! AHHHH!!

12) Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
I think chocolate.. mmm. tastier..

13) Has anyone told you a secret this week?
neh... but i've told mine... but they misunderstood it!

14) When was the last time you went to Starbucks?
Last year I think, I dun drink coffee..'

15) Can you whistle?
izit a prob. if i can't????

16) Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
sure... every year... every classmate sure talks bad about me.

17) Did you watch cartoons as a child?
Yeah! And still lovin it!

18) What movie do you know every line to?
what da yah think?

19) Do you own any brand T-shirts?
DUH! wait. let me check first...

20) Is anyone in love with you?
Maybe. Maybe not.

21) Do you do your own dishes?
neh.. unless my mom pengsan.

22) Ever cry in public?
the last time was std.6 ...it is embarassing..believe ME!

23) Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
Laptop... 2 actuallyXP

24) Are you wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I wanna pierce my EARS! but..I'm afraid to... my friends say that it's PAIN!!

25) What's the weather like?cloudy?
Well, all black I guess?

26) Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
yup.... see first

27) What did you do before this?
Singing THis is ME in my pyjamas... and jumping on my bed

28) When was the last time you slept on the couch?
NEVER! my dog pee's on it..I know...ewww

29) How many hours of sleep do you need to function properly?
I sleep at 2 and wake up at 10. count for ur self.

30) Do you eat breakfast daily?
Not really. If I'm in a rush.

31) Are your days full and fast-paced?
What's this?

32) Do you pay attention to the calories you eat in food?
As if I know how to count calories... Like: vegetable..1 calorie..meat..2 calorie..fish&chips...3 caloriess..

33) Do you use sarcasm?
HUH? I'm lost.

35) Have you been to Six Flags?
nothing to read

36) Do you get along with the same sex or the opposite sex?
NONE. I'm bad at communication..hehe

37) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Boyfriend: AS IF! Girlfriend: I'm not les~

38) Do you sleep on your side or back?
I'm a kung fu master when I sleep.

39) Do you watch the news?
Neh! unless my mom confiscate the remote control.

40) One of your scars, how did you get it?
i scratch my back on my cupboard.=(

41) Who was the last person to make you cry?
my mom..she threw the keys and landed on my thumb..i had a fractured bone.

42) How's the survey?
Damn long and quite stupid actually..no offence.

Now tag 5 people:
Jia Vern
Jamie
Lyndon
Andrea
& every stupid person who has SOOO much time to do this sort of thing.

Shakalalalalalaala... bong bong boooooom

My touching moments

2008-09-04T20:09:00.000-07:00

Really great! I've never dreamed of this before!!!

Eventhough I think I'm not good enough,but I still got a POST in PPR!!!YAHOOOO!!!

Previously, I was a timid gurl in PPR, n I dun talk much. But they still pick me to be their rEPRESENTATIVE!!!!!!!

Representative means tick all the yellow cards..and do the easy job. But there are lots of benifits!

Easy job: Stay in the shed while others stay in the hot sun.... and I dun need to scold any juniors next year.. and won't get HATED! XP

Shu Yin is this year's Representative. I think she don't speak much. And so do I! maybe that's the thing we have in common for me to get this job!

Every one got a post in PPR except...Zhi Jun! The stupid seniors la! That was at first! Then, I think Zhi Jun find some one to make her a leader of her group...I cannot remember what group lar! At last! HALELUYA! Zhi Jun got to be a group leader like Natasha..

Natasha got the job as a group leader..... Joyce got to be Secretary...woooo...nice.. but unexpected. Natasha thought she could be COY leader. so did I. Cause only 2 ppl interview for that job. But still... they chose other ppl. Oh yar... Liuh Enn! She got to be Quarter-Mistress. Yay for her. that is the 2nd largest post!!! CONGRATS TO ANYONE OUT THERE WHO GOT A POST! but dun be frustrated if u did'nt.

TA-DA! My new badge!!! it reads: REPRESENTATIVE...12th &18th PJ COY....SMK Damansara

Jaya.

Another picture..

This is also a small card from dearest Shu Yin... thanx for choosing me and Krystal. not my dog ar!

Isn't it sweet?? but i bet u can't see a word...or maybe a few lar..

Very touching card written: To Stephanie.

Congratz! On becoming our 12th coy REPRESENTATIVE, I hope

you'll enjoy yr job! Good luck!

FROM: ex- 12th coy representative, Shu Yin.

Easy to read, but isn't it TOUCHING? Thanks very MUCH! luv ya!

NOTE:

btw, see all the first word of every paragragh spells R-E-P-R-E-S-E-N-T-A-T-I-V-E!

XOXOXOX
the one and only...Steph

Tagged!!!

2008-09-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will dump him.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a princess. XD

#3 what will your dream wedding be like ?
Full of fantasy and have the person I love.

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
The computer? huh? NOO!

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Handsome...LOL

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
After a sec and I can wait any longer...

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Just keep quiet...... So SAD!

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
DUH!!

#10 what are you doing now ?
This stupid tag! DUH!

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Not really

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I dun see the FUTURE , dear.

#13 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends, krystal........

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Dumb...stupid...

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Can i choose married but rich?muahaha

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
HUH? it is morning ady? What time is it??

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Neh!

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Both!!

#19 what type of friends do you like?
People who can relate to me

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
Sumone with an attitude problem...ehm ...people who lie! What's their prob man!

I'll tag........
Every stinkin' person in the whole wide world.
I mean the person who just came back without taking a shower yet!
MUAHAHAHAHA...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA! MERDEKA!

2008-08-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!

MERDEKA!

MERDEKA!

MERDEKA!

TAGGED by Joyce

2008-08-29T08:18:00.000-07:00

1.What is the show you hope to watch now?
Princess Diaries! i'm still in my fantasy...

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
Well, every power a super heroe can get! ain't i greedy?XP.

What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
Only if i had them.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
If I'd say Canada? to see my dad? Or maybe Australia? to see my cousins? Or anywhere on earth that is fun!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Hope my life ain't so miserable...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Duh! I think I've seen it a thousand times... or maybe hundreds....OKOK ten only! happy?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
All my family and friends and my Crystal.
I am also afraid to lose Ashley and Yuin Ting for leaving me!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'll keep 3 quarter of the money and buy a mansion and donate 1 quarter to the charity.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him?
If i know that he really likes me. And if he says it first.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Uhmm. I can actually wish for lots of things. All i need is a chance! Guess u've heard that catch phrase! It's from CHICKEN LITTLE!

11. Do you believe in “forever”?
yes... but if i got dumped then i'll say no.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Well, people more perfect than me. haha . they drive me crazy. some only lar!

13. What is your ambition?
When i was 9, I wanted to be an author. I actually made a book! Jenny Kwitzer.. But now, I'll see which is more suitable with me. Like: singer, ballet dancer, bussiness woman, pianist, and don't laugh! a model. which is impossible.
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you?
I'll just hope that I'll keep it to myself.

15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
My dog, Crystal.She understands me the most.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
It depends whether when I am generous to my wallet.

17. What is the thing that you really want now?
A real good friend like I had before. But not the part when she lied about going to America and ask me to do all the work for her. LIAR! but she was my BEST FRIEND. So weird!

18. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My attitude. I wanna be like Kimora.

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
You can't even name them. more than infinity.

20. Are you hungry right now?
Yes. It's 1:47 AM and I haven't eat yet.

~ I tag all my friends and my family and the NOBODIES~ ^^

Tagged!

2008-08-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

The last person to tag you is?
Andrea

What relationship of you with him/her?
Classmate?

You're 5 impression towards him/her.
She ar... smart lor.. pretty lor.. very talkative ...sosiable.. and a very good person!=>

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
Let me think... she... urm... not so sure lar..=P

The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you.
Steph?

If he/she becomes your lover, you will.....
Please lar.. I'm not gay!

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
I will not talk to her until someone surrenders lar! but not possibly gonna happen

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
I said already lar! read my lips! I"M NOT A GAY!

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is..
She talks bad about me.

The most desirable things to you to do to him/her is ..
I dun really get the meaning of the question la!

The overall impression to he/her is..only
97% perfect ...LOL

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
I know.. I;m extremely quiet and when I open my mouth, i'll be VERY bossy.

The character for you for yourself is ?
Spongebob Squarepants.

On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is ?
I am terrible at sosial skills. shhh!

The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Kimora? Miley? Harry Potter's gf? Hope I'll hold a wand soon! hahah

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Sorry 4 letting you down.=<

Ten people to tag.
1)Michelle
2)Jia Vern
3)Joyce
4)Jamie
5)Lyndon
6)Andrea
7)1 Belian blog..see can tag anot
8)Miley
9)Daddy
10) Lockette

Who is no.2 having relationship with?
A guy. Cute 1 I hope!

Is no.3 a female or a male?
Female! See 4 ur self lar!'

If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?
Please lar! 1 belian blog and lockette? please lar. 49 ppl and 1??????

How about no.5 and 8?
Hahahaha....Lyndon and my DAD?? U must be joking!

What is number 1 studying for?
Definitely not for knowledge!

When was the last time you have chat with them?
Who is THEM? soo many people lar..

Is number 4 a single?
Think so.

Talk something about no2.
She is my cousin?

School Holidays! ~boring~

2008-08-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

This school holiday just passed like a flick of time. Feel like nothing to do, but then there ARE ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT of things to do.These are the differences of school days and school holidays:

School Day :
* Wake up at 10am
* Do h/w until 2am every nite
* Hope it was school holiday
* Sit on my ass and watch tv for at least 5 hours

School Holidays:
* Wake up at 12pm
* Don't do anything and sleep at 2am every nite
* Hope school will start faster
* Sit on my ass and watch tv 24/7

But this week i did quite alot of things...I think?
Saturday: Angela's birthday party.
WOW! i just dun believe it! Angela has never evr in her entire life have a birthday!
Wait! Correction: Angela has never evr in her entire life have a birthday PARTY!
So, Zoe and Mic had some crazy plans for her. A suprise party! We all went to Angela's house when her mom brought her out @ 8am in the morning.
I just dun understand WHY she dun suspect a bit of this AT ALL???
First...
Michelle and Zoe make water balloons. Mei Yan and me make MORE water balloons.
Then...
Angela's friends... Emily and wait... i dunno her name la.. but she also from yuk Chai 1 wat?! wtvr
After that...
Angela came in. We throwed balloons at her. At least I did. * Not water balloon or I'll be holding a mop and hearing nagging from her mother!
Drum roll in please... Dum dum dum...
We play some games and some VERY wet games. While we were playing some wet games... Zoe said she wants to talk to me. I thought she wants to scold me or wat!
I can't tell ya all. but it was an ACCIDENT la. shhhh..hahaah
PAY ATTENTION:
Then, CELINE came in. I dun think she knows anything abt this. We were acting very innocent actually. Then when her parents were gone.. this was what happen...

It was like Celine was in the centre of attention..
Not Angela.
But it was a different type of attention lar! It was the annoyying type of attention.

lastly...
We bla bla bla...Then blalalala... And blablabla. We also hopelessly said ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba...
~ Did u understand a single word i said? If you do, you oughta be a sheep. Or you speak sheep language.~

It's not over yet...
After the singing the singing, dancing, the doodling and the snoring Angela blew the cake.
It was soon DESTROYED by the evil monster Zoe! She tore the cake into pieces and muched and crunched and became Tarzan. Meaning?

She made the cake into a disaster case.

It was soon forgotten.We ate the cake Yuin ting brought. It was VERY BERY nice! Fruit Cake delight!mmmm...

Lastly *BLIF ME*...
Joyce ask me to play her favorite Yamapi song and Dearly Beloved song by ear. Who knows how to do that! Are you sure you know? You must be kidding! Haha

Lastly ~ BELIEVE ME~
Neh! Dun't believe me. Im a sucker at telling the truth.T__T

The End.

WAIT!
I still have Sunday to tell you! Oh my God!!
And Monday..
Tuesday
wednesday
Thursday
Friday
Saturday
Sunday

Stop!! Sunday ain't over yet! hehe

If you still wanna hear..

But I bet you are bored already..

So I'll STOP here.

BYE!!!! Call me if you still wanna hear! * Just joking*

Angela's B-Day

2008-08-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Angela! I uploaded ur birthday cake in Youtube.

Find : Angela's B-Day

Enjoy!

Watch this if you can't find.

Atria (The Palace Of EVIL!)

2008-07-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

Hi! So long never update! *Jia Vern, I update ady! SEE!*

Today, I went to Atria with my new group of frendz. They r not really my besties lar! In Form 1, my besties r Zhi Jun, Joyce n Celine. I mean really close 1's lar!

To Celine:
I am GONNA CEKIK U when I get back to skul! U better not do me ar! Or else i tell Joyce!
hehe ^~^

Anyway... We split into 4 teams. VERY OBVIOUS LOR! Hazel wiff Nicole/ Clarissa wiff Chai Lee/ Xin Yi wiff ehm... her frend?
Do u all wanna guess? 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1! Duh! LEELA ! Why !Why!

Then I think... I guess Indian ppl like to mix with me. Boo Hoo =<

We went around like "THE AMAZING RACE COMP." Now I know how hard to do that!
I even MALU to EVER go to that ATRIA AGAIN!

The first was an edlerly woman. No lar... about my mom's age la! Hehe
But there are 2 prob..

SHE CANNOT SPEAK ENGLISH OR BM!
She ask me to speak Cantonese. But ppl who REALLY know me...Aiyah... u know lar! I can't even say 1 to 5 in cantonese... (So SAD)

I offer to speak Chinese lor! ...........

2nd prob!
I VERY CHA AT CHINESE LAR! About the same as CANTONESE lar!

I stammer to her... I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO LAR! I wanted to run! But...wtf!
LEELA was stepping on my CLOGS! Aiyoh! Leela ar Leela!

i JUZ dunno wat to do lor! I think I aso lost my memory that time. LOL

Instead.. Leela speak better than me! Not Chinese lar of course!

Then, we ask a few more lo.... WAIT ! DUN TURN OFF COM YET! I'm WARNING U!

2 women shoo us away from the shop!
1 man say BAD word in Cantonese! *Leela Dun Understand Only*
N many more la...

We aso met the boyz.
Qi Hong..
Loga.. *Soda Carton* HAHA HEHE
Zee Yu...
N Ezral.

They were like... looking COOL?
Not as cool as __________!*secret! can't tell ya!

Poor poor Zee Yu n Ezral,
I saw them at the phone booth calling Qi Hong.

They can't find them.
In my opinion,
They R
SUCKERS!
Juz Shout their name then can lor! JKJK

It juz abt it! Gonna Update SOON! *Hope so lar*
I am also going to change my personality!
Not that QUIET NERDY GIRL!
Not that GIRL THAT PPL HATE!
Instead ...LOVE!

Hope I'll suck seed! hehee

I'M OUT!

2008-07-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

I luv her. She is my darling. But at this moment...I think I'm not a very good sister. There is no water in her bottle. So she came to the toilet BY HER SELF to drink water from the tap! Aiyah...

4 minutes - Timbaland, Madonna n Justin Timberlake

2008-07-20T01:14:00.000-07:00

Love this song.. man! It says 4 minutes but actually takes 4 minutes n 10 SECONDS to make this song....lol 8>

4 minutes

[Timbaland:]I'm outta time and all I got is 4 minutes(Fricki fricki)4 minutes eh[x8]Ha haYeahHa haBreakdown come on
[Justin Timberlake:]HeyUhCome onMadonna
[Madonna:]Come on boy I've been waiting for somebody to pick up my stroll
[Justin:]Now don't waste time, give me desire, tell me how you wanna roll
[Madonna:]I want somebody to speed it up for me then take it down slowThere's enough room for both
[Justin:]Girl I can hit you back just gotta show me where it's atAre you ready to go? (Are you ready to go?)
[Madonna and Justin:]If you want itYou've already got itIf you thought itIt better be what you wantIf you feel itIt must be real justSay the word andI'ma give you what you want
[Madonna:]Time is waiting
[Justin:]We only got four minutes to save the world
[Madonna:]No hesitatingGrab a boy
[Justin:]Go grab your girl
[Madonna:]Time is waiting
[Justin:]We only got four minutes to save the world
[Madonna:]No hesitating
[Justin:]We only got four minutes huh four minutesSo keep it up keep it upDon't be afraidMadonna
[Madonna:]You gotta get em a heartTick tock tick tock tick tock)
[Justin:]That's right keep it up keep it upDon't be afraidMadonna
[Madonna:]You gotta get em a heartTick tock tick tock tick tockSometimes I think what I need is a you interventionYeah
[Justin:]And I know I can tell that you like it and that it's goodBy the way that you moveOh hey[Madonna:]The road to heaven is paved with good intentionsYeah
[Justin:]But if I die tonight at least I can say I did what I wanted to doTell me how 'bout you?[Madonna and Justin:]If you want itYou've already got itIf you thought itIt better be what you wantIf you feel itIt must be real justSay the word andI'ma give you what you want
[Madonna:]Time is waiting[Justin:]We only got four minutes to save the world
[Madonna:]No hesitatingGrab a boy
[Justin:]Go grab your girl
[Madonna:]Time is waiting
[Justin:]We only got four minutes to save the world
[Madonna:]No hesitating
[Justin:]We only got four minutes huh four minutesSo keep it up keep it upDon't be afraidMadonna
[Madonna:]You gotta get em a heartTick tock tick tock tick tock
[Justin:]That's right keep it up keep it upDon't be afraidMadonna
[Madonna:]You gotta get em a heartTick tock tick tock tick tock
[Timbaland:]BreakdownYeah
[Madonna:]Tick tock tick tock tick tock
[Timbaland:]Yeah uh
[Madonna:]Tick tock tick tock tick tock
[Timbaland:]I've only got four minutes to save the world

Outta my head -Ashlee Simpson

2008-07-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

Some may like it.... some may not... but this is the lyric of 1 of my top 100 fav. songs....enjoy!

Outta My Head

What? Is that all you've got to say?
What, What? You're rubbing me the wrong way
See your lips moving But I don't capture what you say
Shut up your chatter I need for you to go away
And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head Get outta my head
[Chorus]Outta my, outta my (head) Want you outta my head
Outta my, outta my (head) Get outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
That's what I said What? You looking at me for? huh?
Show me Respect, or I will show you the door Get out that door
Lately, I've had a problem with the way that you behave
You're too much And all your pushing don't leave me no time for me
Ha ha ha ha And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head You're in my head
Get outta my head [Chorus]Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Get outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head You're in my head
Get outta my head All your opinions keep 'em to yourself
Just let me think so I can hear myself
Wouldn't it be nice if I could just go solo, take the day off?
\I'd be alright if you would leave me to it, back the fuck off
Ay ya ya ya ya You're talking way too much
If you tell me one more time how I should let this go
I'll bite your head off I am who I am and I can't be no one else
You've got nothing nice to say Keep your comments to yourself
[Chorus]Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Get outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head Get outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Get outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
Want you outta my head Outta my, outta my (head)
And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head Get outta my head

My Musix

2008-07-19T23:52:00.000-07:00

Rihanna Take A Bow - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music

2008-06-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

I'm psycho already!

2008-06-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

Today:

I was ready to go to school. Take my bag... take my water... take my poster... take my P.E. shirt....Aiyah! I think you get my point lar!

I remember Ashley asked me to take the Tuesday newspaper ...dunno for what la!

Then. i go and pu t Crystal inside her cage (*k*g*)...that's what i call.

I go downstairs... lock the door.... bring all my things..... AND>>

~Bling~Blang~Blung~Bleng~ LOL 0_0

I dropped everything on the floor.....

My books all fall out from my bag (aiseh 0 0, y i never close my bag ar) Dunno?
^
The newspaper i wanted to give Ashley all scattered on the floor...

My P.E. shirt fall too...

Then...

When i finish picking up all my things...

15 minutes gone... (Bye ! precious time to school early) neh!

i got up the car.. and went to school lar...

after pickin' up Ashley... we go to school *again*

When I was at the NKVE Highway... near to SMK DJ

I said:" NO WAY! WHAT THE FUC*ING HELL DID I WEAR!

PPPPLLLSSSS................. I PPPRAAAY TO GOD! NO WAY I DID THIS!

Look at this picture.... juz LOOK AT THIS! I dun dare to go to school like this??!!

2008-06-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

i didn't go there anyway...

Me n Jia Vern with snake take picture

2008-06-07T22:32:00.000-07:00